Misused Love

Chapter 4

AT THE PARTY

We arrived at the party at 9:23pm. We just had to find a parking spot that wasnt far away from the building. Once we found a parking spot close enough we got out and walked up to the party. The line was long but we had no worries because Bianca knew the security so we would just walk in. We got inside and the smell of weed and liquor romed all in the air, some of the girls looked rachet and dirty, some of the young drug heads, you also had the wanna be thugs all around and the rachet thots throwing they ass on any nigga that walk pass that'll give them some attention. Me and my girls decided to find somewhere to sit. Me and Bianca decided to start off with 2 shots of ciroc. But yall know De'arra she love her some Hennesy so she took 3 shots back like it wasnt nothing and i didnt see how she did it, I wouldve probably thrown up, as bad as it sound ciroc is enough for me. The music started to get louder and the DJ started playing Bodak Yellow by Cardi B and that made all the girls in the party get hyped up. Meanwhile me and my girls still just laid back chilling, going  with the music. I looked around and spotted a group of dudes but one seemed to catch my eye and I knew him all to well it was no other than Chris. He felt me staring a whole in the side of his face and glanced over, licked his lips and smirked. GODDDD he is indeed blessed, but he isnt my cup of tea. Too many girls flock to him because of his looks

Later on in the party me and my girls was kinda tipsy and like a hour ago the boys including Chris decided to come disturb our peace. But we was getting lit, i had about 6 shots and no telling how many the girls had by now. The boys had blunts going around in rotation but I never smoked before so I was being skipped. Until Chris decided to speak up "Aye yo Queen why you not hitting the blunt" Chris said while inhaling smoke. "Because I never smoked" I said looking around because all eyes were on me. "Aye come hit the blunt Queen" Chris said tryna pass me the blunt. " I've never smoked before so I dont think thats a good idea" I said pushing his hand away. "Just give it a try and if you dont like it, you dont gotta hit it nomore." Chris said still tryna pass it to me. I decided to give it a try but I was scared and didnt even know how to smoke. "What do i do yall? Idk how to smoke" I said looking at Chris. "You just smoke it and inhale it" Chris said showing me how to hit it and passing it back. I grabbed the blunt from him and tried to hit but failed terribly when I started to cough. I decided to try again and this time it wasnt bad so I hit it 3 more times and passed it. De'arra had went to get some bottles of Ciroc, Hennesy and Paul Masson for everyone. While Bianca and some other girl name Kellie rolled up more blunts. The boys was conversing until De'arra walked up with the bottles. She poured up some ciroc shots and I was first on dibs with the shots, I took 3 shots back and realized I needed to go pee. The liquor starting to catch up to me, I kinda stumbled my way to the restroom. Once I finished I fixed my hair and added some more lipgloss and headed back to the crew.

Once I sat back down I seen that they had sparked up the blunts. I glanced around and realized the party is ending being as though it was only a few people here and the crew. I decided to make conversation because the music was all I heard. "So guys since Prom and Graduation coming and im liking the vibe, everyone thats sitting with this crew right now. Lets all plan a trip the weekend after graduation" I said. Everyone agreed and the DJ started playing Booty by Blac Youngsta and I got up twerking and bouncing my ass a lil bit until I felt a body figure behind me. I kept going once I realized it was Chris, I made it more intense once I started grinding into him a little more ignoringthe beats of the song and going to the beat I had in my head. I realized the liquor was really catching up to me, so after our dance I told him i was going back to sit and he followed behind me sitting right next to me. He wrapped his arm around my neck and whispered "When you gone stop playing with a real nigga Queen" into my ear while smirking. I rolled my eyes playfully and said "When you realize you need a real woman instead of a rachet hoe" laughing and tucking the loose strings of hair behind my ear. I took out my phone and realized it was going on midnight and I had work the next morning. I asked Bianca and De'arra was they ready to go since we rode together but they wasn't ready which kinda made me upset because they knew I had to work. I had fun and everything but I need to get enough sleep for work in the morning. Chris seen what was going on so he wanted to be generous and offer me a ride home and I accepted his offer.

Arriving at my house I thanked Chris for the ride and told him I'll see him around or at school on Monday. He asked for my number on a friendly note but I dont give my number out to just anyone so I declined his request and told him 3 time charm. Which means if i see him again 2 more times then he can have my number. I walked up the drive way and to the door, I dug around my purse for the keys and finally got the door open.

As im walking through the house, I seen my dad standing at the counter with his head in his hands. He looked up and he looked so stressed, his eye bloodshot red, bags under his eyes and the look in his eye just tells me he's tired. "Hey dad, how was work?" I asked walking up to him. "Hey darling, work was okay. How was your day did you have fun?" He said walking to tge fridge to get him another glass of orange juice. "Dad you look tired, are you feeling okay? And yes dad I had fun, I havent had fun like that in a while." I said to him, walking to the table and taking a seat. "Im glad you enjoyed yourself, you should go out more, be a young still and have fun. And yes dear, daddy is just tired from working these shifts." He said taking a sip of his juice. "I know dad, but I rather work. I have bigger things to focus on and I think you should take the rest of the weekend off" I told him while getting up to get me some juice too. "Oh no dear, I have to work to cover these bills. Your mom wont be around much longer before she end up in the streets and I have to have enough saved so we wont be left with nothing. Im doing the best I can." He said to me rubbing his hands threw his head. "Dad if it come down to it I have some money saved too. But I think you should really take atleast take 3 days off because this isn't healthy. You all me and sissy got left, we need you to here in order for that to really happen you have to take care of yourself dad" I said raising my voice a little bit, im still kinda high and tispy. "Okay dear, I'll take the next 3 days off if that makes you feel better." He said grabbing my hand and rubbing it smoothly. "Yes dad you need it. Ima go get some rest I have work in the morning and you needa get some rest too" I said giving him a hug and a kiss on the cheek. " Okay goodnight, see you when you get off." He said getting ready to walk away. "Goodnight dad. Love you, see ya!" I said smiling at him, I realized I havent said that to my dad in a long time because he usually goes straight from sleep to work and the cycle repeats so that actually felt good. "Love you too dear" He said back smiling and walking down to him and my mom's room. I walked down the hall to my room and instantly felt sleepy. I decided on a shower tonight, I walked to my dresser and took out something to sleep in. I walked into the bathroom and did what I had to do, once I was finished. I put my hair into a ponytail and got into bed. I checked my phone but decided to reply to everybody afterwork tomorrow. She drifted off into a deep sleep.