I couldn't sleep, not without seeing his blood all over again so I did he only thing I could do- go to work and find this bastard! I couldn't handle that he was lying there so lifeless because some sick low life had shot him for no reason! I will kill whoever did this and I'm serious,never been so serious in my life.
It was 4:30pm it was a little early to be in and here was still day shift and swing shifts wandering around determined to get home. At least they could go home. Poor Greg couldn't. I was in the layout room already with the photos of the scene where Greg was shot down. My hair was messy and tied up, my makeup had come all off and I had gotten no sleep. I looked like utter crap, but I needed to find this guy and I needed Greg more than anything I've ever needed!
I heard sympathetic voices all around me, word gets around quickly here doesn't it.
"Morgan? your in early" came DB's voice at the door
"Could say the same for you"
"Did you get any sleep?"
" I couldn't not without seeing his blood, his body all over again" I said my voice breaking even more at each word.
"He will be okay Morgan , he's a fighter"
"I can still see his blood on my hands, I can sti-"
"Morgan, Stop this! This is not helping you or Greg. You have worked with him more than anybody else and I know that you are really close friends so you of all people should know that he will get through this because he is strong and he WILL get through this. For today I think you should go help in the lab because you really shouldn't be getting yourself worked up like this by working on the case it's not healthy Morgan. I cant let you do this to yourself. Greg is going to be okay!"
"O-okay" I said breathlessly before storming off frustrated that I couldn't work on this case.
Yet another voice came my way through all the others,
"Hey..Morgan how you holding up?" I looked up to see nick trying to stick a smile on his face.
"I-I'm fine I think" I looked at him his eyes held so many emotions right now fear,sadness and desperateness in them and I remembered I'm not the only one suffering badly with this but so was he, Greg was his little brother and he needed him too.
"Oh god Nick" I said nearly crying and running into his arms, he was the only one who knew what I felt like and I felt like he was my big brother and the only one I can trust.
"It's going to be okay Morgan. He's going to be okay trust me" Nicks voice is almost always so reassuring but I could hear his voice cracking and I could tell it was hard for him to be this strong.
"C'mon lets go to the break room him sure grissom wont mind us taking a few minutes out."
As we walked down to the break room everything was quieter than usual
I guess everyone was really shaken up by what had happened. When we got there we both took a seat next to each other and sat in silence until "Nick how are you?"
"I'm good kiddo don't you worry" Nick said smiling he wasn't okay, anyone could see that.
"No, no your not anyone can see that you don't have to be this strong. I know you must be feeling awful I mean he is your little brother and I know how protective you are of him,please don't pretend."
Nick sighed "You're right I'm not okay I need to know that he is okay, and I need to find this little bastard!"
We sat in silence again and I thought that it would be a good time to tell him how much Greg meant to me.
"Nick can I tell you something?"
"Fire away"
"I-I love him. I love Greg and I need him. I have always loved him and when we nearly lost him I had no idea how I was gonna cope and and if he dies without knowing that-"
"Morgan stop! He is not going to die and he's is going to be okay! He is a fighter trust me, he got really badly beaten up once, but he pulled through! so he will do that now okay! and as for you loving him we all know that it's a bit too obvious with your flirting and I think Greg feels the same!"
Just then a head popped round the door "Hey, morgan time to go speak to a CSI of ours!" came DB'S voice and I practically leaped out of my chair before turning around to Nick "Do you want to come to?"
"Nah I need to find the sick piece f crap who did this first! and I think you two need some privacy!" Nick said with a wink.
The journey to the hospital was fast and I was really impatient to see him. When we arrived I waited for brass and db to question greg about the shooting before darting in there to my man and asking them if we could be alone for a few minutes.
We were finally alone and I could tell him how I really felt.
"Hey there greggo" I said softly
"Hey you" He replied trying to look lively
"I-I thought I was really going to loose you, I was so scared"
"Well I'm here and alive- you saved me Morgan"
"Yeah guess" We sat there in what seemed like perfect silence before -
"I h-heard you Morgan" He said. What!? He heard me?! He knows?!
"Heard what Greg?"
"You s-said you love me. It is true isn't it?"
Oh god I could feel my cheeks changing colour. HE KNEW!
"yes Greg it is I love you and always have, do you feel the same?"
"Morgan there's nothing I want more than you, your so perfect I love everything about you. I need you. come here"
Our lips touched for the first time and in that moment I swore we were infinite.
wooooooo done any mistakes ive made I apologize and I further apologize for how bad his chapter is it is 2 am so cut me some slack will ya
Also if you want for I can add a few more parts to this one shot i promise!
hope you liked! :)
~Jesseh
