forever and always. (sequel to Love Doesnt Die)

chapter 11

"hey guys" I said as Abbi and I walked in. "well niall? are you gonna do it or just stand there like an idiot? " Louis said looking impatient. "do what?" I said just as I heard something coming downstairs. I turned around to a dog coming towards me. he saw me and started running towards me and Abbi. "holy shit. call it off niall" Abbi said going behind me. I knelt on the ground and he was face to face with me. he had deep brown eyes and had a poofy long coat of fur. it didn't quite look like he was fat. he wad pretty muscular. "and when was I going to be told about this?" I said raising my eyebrow at niall. "I didn't get it. Louis got it for you. he wanted to get you something for staying at work and not decking anyone" niall laughed. I shrugged. I was still petting the dog. "okay dogs need names. and he shall be....um....killer" I said laughing lightly when Liam tried to pet him and he growled. "yup. killer it is" I said laughing. Louis started coming towards me to hug me. I heard killer growl again, but deeper and a bit more throaty. "he's already protecting you" louis laughed stepping back from me and him slowly. killer went and laid down on the floor where I normally sit. "okay babyboy. we gotta share" I said in a baby voice. "really? he growls at everyone but you and possibly niall....and you baby talk him like he's a little teacup puppy." zayn said chuckling. I nodded and then laid on him. he turned his head so it was on my shoulder.

"honestly it's crazy how fast she can bond with an animal" I heard niall say. "I always have been like that remember?" I asked. he nodded. "oh and babe guess who's sleeping with us tonight" I said hugging killer. niall just rolled his eyes. I stuck my tongue out at him and continued cuddling killer. all the sudden he growled as I heard a knock on the door. "shh hush baby hush" I said quietly holding him. he all the sudden thought he was a lap dog and he sat on my lap. "oof okay" I said moving around a bit.

Liam just looked at me and the dog. "you two were ment to be like this. owner like pet" he laughed. killer growled at him. "baby boy hush" I said in my baby voice. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him towards me. he started licking my face. "aww baby boy" I said kissing the top of his head. "time for bed killer" I said getting up and going upstairs. he followed. so did niall. "so is he sleeping at the foot of the bed?" niall asked looking hopeful. I shrugged. "killer sleeps where killer wants " I said as he jumped onto the bed. I laid down and so did niall. I went to cuddle niall, but killer climbed between us. "and this is where he wants to sleep I guess" niall sighed patting him on the head. I cuddled killer and used him as a pillow.

the next day

I woke up to killer licking my face. "morning boys" I said getting up.

"morning" niall munbled. killer rolled onto my spot. I went downstairs and saw Louis on the couch. "killer isn't here so you can hug me" I laughed. Louis smiled and got up. we hugged for a few minutes. he rested his chin on my head. "I want food" I said putting. my chin on his chest. he picked me up and threw me over his shoulder. "what are you doing?!?! put me down" I squealed. Louis set me on the counter. "KILLER BREAKFAST" I yelled. I heard him run through the house. I started to get off the counter, but lost my balance. Louis ran and caught me. he held me bridal style. he started staring into my eyes. we looked at each other like this for what seemed like forever. "what happened?" niall said loudly. "I almost fell and died...off the counter...." I said still in Louis arms. I looked at him. "oh" he said putting me down. Niall went to work and it was just me and Louis. I sat on the couch next to him. "rawr" I said bumping him. "grr" he said knocking me over. I laid there waiting to sneak attack him. I pushed him off the couch. "haha ARE YOU NOT ENTERTAINED" I said laying on his back. "no....I'm not..." he said rolling on me. "cuddle buddy!! " I said wrapping my arms around his waist. "cuddle buddy says no floor" he laughed picking me up and laying on the couch.

He started playing with my hair and I was tracing the designs on his shirt. "boop" I said poking his cheek. "derp" he said poking my nose. he started to rub my back and I traced his tattoos. I wrapped my arms around his waist again. he put his hands on the small of my back. I buried my face in the crook of his neck. "what are you doing? " he laughed. I shrugged. "okay then" he laughed. I looked up at him. "you have no idea how bad I want to kiss you" he said all the sudden. I knew I had a shocked look on my face. he got into a sitting position while I was on his lap. he started to lean forward slowly closing his eyes. I wanted to stop him, but I didn't. I was froze. his lips hit mine and I couldn't quite process what I was doing. out of instinct I kissed back. he tangled his fingers in my hair while I put my hands around the back of his neck and pulled him closer. then I realized what I was doing. I gasped and pulled back. "oh my god Louis I'm so sorry I'm so sorry" I said getting up. "why are you sorry? its not your fault" he said getting up and coming towards me. "i...I...I..I...we...uuuhhh" I said backing up. "its alright its alright" he said trying to calm me down. "no its not I'm a slut I'm a cheater and and and" I was beginning to cry. I can't believe what just happened....