Dead or Alive E.D UNFINISHED

IDFC

IDFC - Blackbear (acoustic remix)

"Ethan I can't do this."
"What do you mean?" The sadness in his voice was evident.
"We can't be a thing, not now and not ever."
"We can make this work, I mean sure it's a holiday and all but I don't want to lose contact with you. You're one of the most genuine people I've ever met Krystal." By now his eyes were beginning to glaze over, as were mine.
"Ethan you don't understand."

I act like I don't fucking care at all. But I do.

"Oh, I understand plenty. You don't want anything to do with me. But I feel like I already have feelings for you." He squeezed his eyes shut tight, forcing the tears back.
"Ethan no that's not what I mean at all."
"You're too good for me, I should've known from the second I met you." Anger began rising in his voice. He furrowed his eyebrows together trying to stay mad rather than sad.
"Don't make this harder than it has to be."
"I really cared about you nakeisha."
"Ethan... don't. I care about you so much, I've known you for a day yet I feel like I've known you my whole life."
"Then give me a shot. Give us a shot." He pointed at me then back to himself.
"I... I just can't do that."
"I'm only a fool for you."
"Ethan I'm sorry I-"
"Why am I so afraid of losing you when you aren't even mine? Do you know what I don't fucking care." He interrupted and began walking away with his head down.

"Ethan wait." I called but he ignored me. I was going to lose him. Our relationship had only just started and I was letting him get away because I was scared of a fucking dream. No this isn't happening. I'm not letting a dream ruin a relationship that's only just blossoming. I mean what's the worst that could happen?
It was probably just a dumb dream anyway and I just turned down someone that I might actually have feelings for.
Maybe he's too good for me after all.

I instantly began running frantically, desperate to find him. To hear his soothing voice, to feel him. I craved his touch. I miss him already and he doesn't fucking care at all, but he did. And I ruined it.

- - -

"Ethan? Ethan where are you?" I began screaming, tears staining my face. I was still running until my heel got stuck in some pebbles and I fell.
"Fuck." I said still crying.
"Woah, what's wrong?" I looked up to see a worried Grayson.
"Where's Ethan?"
"I saw him run away from the beach and up to the bar."
"He can't drink." I said worried.
"The funny thing is that the workers think he's older."
"Asshole." I simply said and began running around the maze of my hotel and up to the main building. When I reached the outside I could see through the windows that he was at the bar. With a girl. I gulped. I began frantically running up the stairs to the bar.

"Another round waiter." A girl spoke. He was already drunk. I could tell, he was trooping through. How long was I procrastinating for?
"And a special one for the lady." He pointed at the girl he was with. She had emerald green eyes, bleach blond hair and a skin tight, ass short red cocktail dress. Oh my-

"Ethan what are you doing?" I asked walking towards them.
"He's having a good time." The girl answered snarky.
"Pipe down I wasn't asking you." I gave the girl a death stare.
"Well after you rejected me I wanted to get wasted." He slurred.
"Ethan that's what I want to talk to you about, you see I-"
"Ugh, do you ever shut up? He doesn't fucking care." The girl answered rolling her eyes.
"I swear to god say one more fucking thing and you'll have my first connected to your face faster than you're mum decided she wanted an abortion. Oh wait that clearly never happened."

Oof that was a bit harsh. Jheeze what is this boy doing to me.

She twitched in her seat and finally spoke up,
"Bring it bitch." I connected my fist to her face before she could touch me and then slammed her head into the bar.
"The next time you even think, about my boyfriend ever again you'll be dead. Do you understand?" I plainly spoke. She didn't reply.
"UNDERSTAND?!" I yelled yanking her hair.
"Yes, Jesus, yes."
"Bitch don't bring god into this."

This made ethan giggle and hiccup at the same time, poor guy. I instantly felt my blood boil so I spoke up again this time gaining everyone's attention,
"Attention all staff and people in this bar, you do know it is a criminal offence to give a minor alcohol. You sir served this 17 year old alcohol and let this clearly older woman proceed to give him more."
"M'aam, you're causing a scene." A security guard said to me.
"You listen here you fucking douche, I am so angry. You know what? I feel violated."
"I don't know what you-"
"What do you fucking mean, my underage boyfriend is intoxicated in YOUR hotel. Do you know what. I want to speak to your supervisor."
"No-"
"Better yet, I'm going to write a letter."
I began running up to the front desk, my heels clicking behind me and grabbed a piece of paper from behind the desk along with a pen. I began to recite what I was saying out loud,
"Dear, mr Alejandro Sandos. I am a brown woman in Turkey..."
"Excuse me, is there a problem?" His manager walked up to me.
"Yes."
"No, sir there's no problem..."
"This is one of our vip guests, apologise."
"I'm sorry m'aam."
"Thought so." I simply replied and began to turn around.
"Oh and many apologies from the rest of our staff." The manager added.
"I'm still filing a complaint." I turned around to face Ethan and did a gun shot hand gesture then blew the end of my fingers.

"That was hot." He simply said.
"I know." I winked at him.
"But you've still not sobered up completely so come with me."
"Can we fuck?"
"You're drunk ethan."

A drunk man's words are a sober man's thoughts, I thought to myself. I grabbed hold of his hand and began leading him down the stairs, he could barely walk. As we reached the bottom of the staircase grayson's tall, fluffy hair became in view from across the pool.

"What happened to him?"
"What do you think?" I said pissed off.
"Krystal can I talk to you, alone." He slurred whilst signalling Grayson to leave. Grayson walked away with his hands above his head and Ethan began speaking.

"I may be drunk, but I'm not dumb. You called me your boyfriend in there but you said you didn't want to give us a shot."
"I changed my mind the second you walked away."

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