She looks at him.
A sad expression in her eyes
If only he knew what under there lies
If only he knew she knows how it feels
To have your heart teared apart
Where it can never reheal
If only he knew one boy saved her
And he was given to her by the Almighty Savior
This happened years ago but she hid it well
And no one knew this story that she had to tell
She just hid it all behind a fake smile
But her heart was breakin all the while
Then that boy came and saved her
Before she got so depressed
Where she would too cut and hurt like the eyes of whom is her reciver
So she writes this as a race against time
Wonderin why oh why
Couldn't she save him before
Wonderin when she hit the ignore
So she writes this to tell him she knows
Way more then she can show
And that he can trust her
With the feelings he knows
That she loves him
And she needs him in her life
"Please dont leave me
don't pick up that knife"
And he still remains clueless
She wonders if he'll do it
Wonders why he doesn't get it
Once he read it
He just shrugs it off
Like it's just a bad cough
But its not
And this is what has got her pissed off
She wants him to realize
Its about him
Josh im beggin you stop it for me
I love you forever
Isn't that enough
Don't say its nothin
Thats BS stop actin so tough
I know you hurt
but cutt'in's not the answer
You fell like dirt?
Well, your not the only one
Now please
the war is over
drop the knife and run
