if happy ever after did exist ....

if happy ever after did exist .... (prologue)

PROLOGUE :

Love can wait ..

Only few people knows how to love surely and truly ..

And most of the time , its a girl .

2 yrs before , i didnt know that i will love someone as long as this secretly .

That i would break other's hearts ,

that i would not give a chance ,

and that i would not search another guy just because im waiting for HIM .

For him ,

who hasn't even know that someone is waiting .......

TO BE LOVED ,

more than anybody else .

I dont know what I am feeling .

Everyday I'd say i dont give a sh**t about his life ,

i also dont care if he's breathing . XD !

I dont even care if he's having a girlfriend !

But .... NO . Each night . im alwys thinking

"HOW IS HIM RIGHT NOW?" ,

"DOES HE SMILES EVERYTIME?" ,

"HAS HE EVEN SLEPT?"

because YES ,

i give a sh**t of every single breathe you take of your daily stupid life that im not even a part of !!!!

i know that you're out somewhere out there banging w/some cool chics in your university right now .

And all i can do is to keep erasing that in my freakin' mind to think of the past ,

and dumb FLASHBACKS :((

especially that PROM ..