Forever

Should i tell them?

I smiled at the boys and then walked into the kitchen, their eyes followed me but they never said a word, which was pretty awkward if you ask me.
I grabbed a glass of water and when I turned around I saw logan right behind me
I jumped back and he just stood there staring at me. I couldn't tell if he was disappointed or confused, I'm pretty sure it was both.
Ella: OMG Logan, you scared the crap out of me
Logan: why are you avoiding the fact that you're an AMAZING singer?!
Ella: shhhh, keep your voice do—
Logan: the boys can't hear us I sent them into the garage.
I looked at him and turned my head to face the ground.
Ella: it's just— I don't know it makes me nervous! I said as I started to walk away
Suddenly Logan grabbed my arm
Logan: Ella... tell me the truth
Ella:... they have such amazing voices and they've gotten somewhere with their singing career, and I—
Logan: and you'll get there too
Ella: AND WHAT IF I DON'T! I said cutting him off
Ella: what if... I try to make it and I don't...because I don't have any confidence, even if I did have any, it's gone.
Logan:Ella... I love you and I want to see you succeed, which you will.
Logan gave me a hug and then went to see the boys and I went upstairs to my room.
I flopped on my bed and just thought
How am I going to get anywhere with my singing career if I can't even tell people that I can sing. Maybe I should tell the boys...
Speaking of the boys I wonder what they think of me.