Love Problem

"Dear diary, why is my life so hard?" I Sarah write in my diary as usually.

"Why can't I be with him? Why can't I hold him? Why why why?"I keep thinking this while my eyes slowly close. It's 2 am and school in a few hours.

"Wake up honey you'll be late for school" says my mom while I struggle to open my eyes, I get out of bed, have my everyday morning routine, I'm Muslim, I wear hijab so bad hair day was never in my vocabulary.i apply some eyeshadow, eye liner and mascara. I brush my teeth and put on my hijab. right after I hear my mom calling me down for our morning prayer. We Muslims pray 5 times a day. When I'm done I go up to my room and put on my school clothes grab my back pack and leave to school. On my way there I see Connor walking towards me and I try to walk away as fast as possible but no use. He grabs me behind a big garbage can and stares deeply in my eyes.

"Hey beautiful" he says and gives me a flirty look.

" leave me alone" I say with fear in my voice.

"Are you over him yet?" He means Justin, my boyfriend who went to India with his family and who won't be able to come back for 3 more years.

"No. Now would you let me go" I say giving him a dirty look.he presses his lips against mine and I try to push him away but no use.

He pushes his tongue in my mouth and I succeed to scratch his cheek with my long nails.He backs off slowly looking at my lips and biting his lower one.

"I'm not done with you"he says and he leaves. Phew.Connor is this guy that goes to my high school and has an obsession for me.he never leaves me alone. Finally I get in front of the school where my chin literally touches the floor.

-hey Sarah...Did you miss me?