Is it really worth it at the end???? boyxboy

The call.

Mark's pov

I park my car in the garage but I sit in the car. Thoughts stuck in my head. I love him even more and I'm scared that I might blow my cover. I used to be so good at hiding stuff. I mean I've kept this for two years and now I can't fucking stop blushing around him. This is not good. What am I going to do now?

I feel my phone vibrate" Hello."

The voice at the other end of the phone makes me regret answering. I know the voice instantly. I don't understand how she is calling me. This is not possible "Mark we need to talk."

Why won't she just disappear from my life completely? What do I have to keep on reliving the pain that she caused? "Leave me the fuck alone" I shout. I end the call abruptly and take a few deep breaths to calm down.

Why is she here now?

What am I going to do? I unlock and see a bunch of missed calls. All from Sam. I totally forgot that I left him last night. He must be pissed. I also see 2 new messages. One from an unknown number and the other from Kayla.

Had a gr8 time with you last night

Call me. Xoxo

I smile at the text. I totally forgot about her. I really liked hanging out with Kayla but just as friends and nothing more. I wish I could tell her that I am gay at least I think I am maybe then we could be friends but right now I'm scared of what people will think. I read the second message.

Hi. I miss you mark. I'm out and I really want to see you. Don't block me, you know I can be

Persistent. Will call 2morrow!

Oh my God

Why is this happening? This can't be happening. I'm totally screwed.

I get down from the car but not before looking around; she could be back to stalking me. I'm really scared. If this is real then I am in deep shit. There's is no escape from the madness that comes with her. She is going to drag me into her whirl hole.

"Morning sir" Bernard greets me.

I wave and he asks "would you like some tea or maybe coffee"

I shake my head "I'm fine Berny" He nods and goes back to the kitchen. I run up to my room, lock the door and sit on the floor with my back pressed to the door. I ruffle my hair with my hands and start to cry. I know I'm pathetic but if you know the trouble I'm in you might cry with me. She can't be back. All my life nothing good has ever happened to me and now I finally find love but its forbidden and I know that anything that comes my way; I'm going to have to fight it all alone, no Jake, no Sam and definitely no Kim. Guess I deserve what is coming for what I did. Karma is a bitch as the say. Well my life is about to take an ugly turn to bitch Ville!

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Jakes pov

"Mom....I'm off"

Kim has been nagging me to come over. Don't get me wrong, I love it when she does that. There is not a single thing I don't love about her. She is my soulmate.

"Honey.....where to?"

I hug her and she welcomes me into my arm; it is a short hug and it doesn't even last for more than a second "Kim's house"

She nods her head" please come back early......we haven't had a family dinner in a while and I'm making your favorite"

I smile cheekily. I already know what's she's making so I kiss her cheek and leave the kitchen.