Sister,I Love You. | Yandere Brother

I love you so much, it hurts

   I sighed. I turned to my left, to my right. I want to fall asleep and never wake up. I want to fade away from this world. Realizing I actually liked Yuuto. This is probably something that's forbidden. I'm disgusting. He would think I'm disgusting. He would want me out of his home. I'm supposed to be his family but now, I don't even know anymore. 

I looked at my phone. I stared at it for a long time. Nothing but I flinched when my phone started ringing. Yuuto? No no, it's Kyou. Kyou. It reminded me of what happened yesterday. I can't even be expressive right now. 

I picked my phone up. "Hey," I greeted with a soft mumble. "Yoo! Manager! My lovely beautiful manager~" he hummed out. "What do you want, Kyou?" I asked. I didn't have the mood to say anything much to him. He was silent for a while. "You okay?" he asked. "Yes, I'm freaking okay, stop trying to butt into my business every time!" I exclaimed. Shoot. I was a bit rude. Ah. It's over, isn't it? Because of Yuuto, everything is going down. Kyou was silent again. I was waiting for him to say something. Alright. I'll just hang up, I can't bear to talk to him right now after what I said..

"Let's drink, I'll pick you up in a bit," he said as he hung up before I could say anything. I sighed. What the heck? I don't even- I sighed again. I sat up and stared at the ground for a while. I guess I'll just role with it. I went to take a quick shower and pulled on some random dress that I've not been wearing for a long time. I guess it's slightly revealing but I'm still young and it's with Kyou, a model, I should dress up a bit. Wait. What in the world am I thinking about? Geez.

Then, the doorbell rang. I went to open the door and put on some heels. "Woah, pretty dressed up, huh?" he asked with a grin. "The same to you," I said with a chuckle. Well, this is fine, I guess. "Let's go then~" he said as he waited for me to lock the door and opened the door for me to enter his car. Geez, he's rich. 

He starts to drive off. Sooner or later, we reached the karaoke center. "I thought we were going to drink?" I asked. "Well, you can drink during karaoke so why not?" he asked then laughed. I pouted then sighed. Fine, fine. We got out of the car then got a room in the karaoke center. After that, I ordered plenty of alcohol to drink away my bad thoughts and it arrived real quick. Wow. Best karaoke service hehe~

"What song do you want to sing?" he asked. "I don't want to sing at all," I said with a glare. "Okay, okay, I'll be singing for you then~" he said as he put on a slow love song. He started singing, I swear this guy should be a singer too. Maybe I can put in some things where he gets to sing instead of just modelling all the time. It could boost his fans and it benefits both of us. Hm, nice. 

He then started singing horribly out of tune while doing flying kisses at me. I laughed. "You're so stupid," I said. Though, that didn't made me entirely happy so I started to chug down the alcohol a lot. 

A few moments later.

"BECAUSE IT'S YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU" I screamed my heart out as Kyou just sat and laughed at me while I sang completely out of tune with tears in my eyes. This is fun. I started singing a lot more with him and I guess I completely forgotten about my problems. Though, the fun ended when the staff told us our time was up so we had to go. 

I'm sure I was totally drunk because I was swaying side to side until Kyou had to hold on to me so I could walk half as properly. It's fun. "You know what Kyou? You're just GREAT!" I exclaimed to him, drunk in his car. Good thing I didn't throw up. He brought me home but I was still too dizzy to walk back inside so he held me by the shoulder while we walked.

"Why're you so good to me?" I asked with a grin. "Could it be that you like me?" I asked as I poked him then laughed. His face was flushed red and he was silent. Did I hit the jackpot? "Ahh! Geez, you're making me unable to hold back," he mumbled. "Then, don't~" I grinned. Crap. What am I doing? In front of the house too?

We stopped walking as he stared at me for a moment then leaned in over to my face. Oh. It's happening. 

Suddenly, I felt a tight grip holding my wrist that pulled me away from Kyou. Huh? It's Yuuto. He didn't looked like how he did before. He looked mad. Very mad. "Oh? Hey, it's the brother!" Kyou exclaimed with his smile. Yuuto glared at him as he clenched his fists. "Bye," he said as he dragged me inside and left Kyou out as he slammed the door shut. 

It was awkwardly silent for a while. "Um, I'm going to get to bed so-" He tightened his grip around my wrist so I flinched slightly. "Why were you with him?" he asked. Wow. What the heck? "Because we went to drink," I replied. "Drink, huh? Did you freaking planned to let him kiss you too?" he asked. "What the heck, Yuuto? It's none of your business." I said. I'm freaking pissed. You're saying all these when you lied to me and literally went on a date instead of attending a lecture? What the heck.

"None of my business, huh?" he said as he walked closer to me. "What are you doing?" I struggled to get away but he had already pinned me against the wall. I glared at him. "Why're you so mad?" I asked. "After all, you did lie to me." I added. He glared at me. "Lied to you about what?!" he shouted slightly. "Why are you getting mad at me, huh? You lied. You started it, I didn't even do anything," I said. "You went on a date instead of attending a lecture," I said. He looked at me with a confused expression or maybe shocked.

I swallowed as I pushed him, "Get out of my way," I said. "No," he replied. "Listen to your older sister, let me go," I said as I clenched my fist. "Didn't I freaking said no?!" he asked me. He's really angry. Not cute. Not anymore. I breathed and breathed again. I just want to be drunk all over again so I don't need to deal with this. I stared at him as I could feel his breath. 

"Why are you mad?" I decided to break the silence. "I'm not," he answered. I scoffed, "Oh really now? Then, get away from me," I said. I know I'm being smug right now but I want to get the answer out of him. He hit his fist against the wall beside my head. "Why do you have to be like this?" he asked as he sighed then put his head against my shoulder. Ah geez, this kid's cheeky. 

"Do you have anything you want to say?" I asked. "I want to shower and sleep," I added. "Onee - chan, please, I'm sorry," he mumbled as I could feel tears on my shoulder. "What for?" I asked. I'm not falling for his stupid trick. He got mad at me being with a guy and he says nothing about his girlfriend. It was all quiet again. Not getting an answer out of him, huh? 

"Seriously, I'm not in the mood for this," I said. "I'm exhausted, let go," I stated. My tone was kind of rude but really, if he isn't going to tell me anything then I don't really want to deal with this. He was silent again but he had lifted his head and stared at me with his eyes. "I'm sorry," he said. "I asked you already, why are you sorry?" I asked. I'm older, I need to keep my composure. 

"What's your reason to apologize?" I asked. "Making me feel all so dang confused and then suddenly went out with your girlfriend and even dared to lie about it!" I started to raise my voice and it broke a little. I panted a little, I'm not even looking at his face anymore. My tears fell down from my face as I rubbed it away, roughly and ran up to my room. 

- End of Chapter 10 -

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-Notes from the author -

Hello! Thanks to everyone who is still reading this! >< For now, I've decided to start a schedule which means I'll be updating every Wednesday! Hehe~ I'll try my best for that! I needed a reason to arrange all my schedule anyways so this is perfect! I hope you all will continue reading! Thanks again~ 

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