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Lunch

 I always saw you at Lunch, either inline or when we went to recess. You played with your friends, I played with mine. There wasn't a difference, we didn't know each other. It was easy to ignore you, I had no strong feelings for you what so ever. Your face was just there, nothing more, nothing less.

We just ignored each other because there wasn't a class that binds us together, only Spanish, I believe. But other than that, nothing. Maybe Lunch, but that was it, we didn't make an effort to be friends, we never tried. We just kept on with our lives, you were with Elizabeth, you were happy with her. Me? I just didn't date yet, I wasn't interested. Paula and Seokjin broke up, it put my heart at ease, I felt bad for her but relieved for myself. Ashley wanted to date Seokjin since they broke up and Paula was upset, they were best friends after all. Ashley should have known better, but no one can control their feelings.

Sometimes at Lunch, I was alone, even though I was surrounded by friends, barely anyone talked to me, and my best friend since 4th grade started to ignore me too, I guess I was spending too much time with my new friends. I hurt her, she made new friends too.