~Sophia Pov
Sophia- "Oh...My....God!"
I looked down at what he was working with, and I just froze. none of my limbs were working!
I just looked down and gazed at it. He was sooooo freaking BIG! like you dont understand, he is going to kill me with that! i dont know how he thinks he is going to fit that in this! plus I am still a virgin!
Sophia- "A-adrian...Y-you-"
Adrian- "Shhh... I know, i know im big, but relax ma, im not going to hurt you, im going to take it really slow, your still a virgin right?
Sophia- "Y-yes..
Adrian- "Just relax.. *he says caressing my thighs*
I felt so exposed right now, I am just out in the open, only having my bra on, and my panties are off. Im not so sure if I want to do this now. At first it was just me lusting over him, and falling into is trap, now im not so sure if I want to continue, Is this the man that I want to give my virginity away to. This is the first man that I actually let touch me in this type of manner. It just felt sooo good I didn't want him to stop. but this is not right, I treasure my body like a holy temple. I already went too far by letting his fingers enter my treasure. This needs to stop, like now!
I glanced up at Adrian who was staring down at me with a concerned look on his face.
Adrian- "Are you okay? you were looking in space for like 5 minutes. Are you sure you want to go through with this? because if you dont, I can back off, I dont want to force you into anything that you dont want to do, knowing that you are a virgin.
Sophia- *Sighs hard* "Adrian... I-im sorry, I cant do this.
i got up from the table quickly grabbing my clothing from off of the floor, and quickly covering myself with them.
Adrian backed off of me, and put his clothing back on, the whole time watching me.
Sophia- "Adrian i am so sorry, if I lead you into beleiving that i wanted to do it, but i just second guessed myself, Im not ready for sex yet, I want to wait until I find the right person. Not saying that you are the wrong person, but just that im not sure, It was just lust that led me on.
Adrian- *Now fully dressed* "Its okay, I understand..
I could tell e was pissed, I just led him to believe I wanted to have sex with him, and as soon as he was about to go in i stopped him. S'hit I would have been pissed too!
Sophia- "So..your not mad?
Adrian- "Of course im mad, but Its not about me, Its about what you want to do, and I respect you for that.
Sophia- "You are a good person, and thank you for understanding, and taking into consideration of my feelings.
I think im going to go. I will just check out early, make it less awkward for the both of us..
Adrian nodded his head in response. I could tell he was pretty upset. But the h3ll with it!
He clearly just said It was about me, so he should be cool.
I grabbed the rest of my things, and walked towards the door preparing to leave, until I felt his arms hands wrap around my waist from behind, and turn me facing him, embracing me into this warm loving hug. I didn't know if i should hug back or not, but I just decided to hug back.
Sophia- "o-okay, im gonna go now. *She says pulling away from the hug awkwardly.
Adrian- "I guess i will see you tomorrow..
Sophia- "maybe..
With that, she walked out of the office, making her way home.
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Sorry for such the short chapter, but ayye! i gots cyber work to complete!
i will write more later!
What do u think is gonna happen next?
Arent u guys glad she didn't have sex with Adrian?!
until then...
#peace, love, and princeton!
~jayonna
