Tears streaming down my face
Thoughts going through my mind
Everyone's mad at me
What did I do this time?
I can see the razor in my hand
But I can't make it touch my skin
I know that if I did I'd hurt most
Another day another dose
I'm sorry I'm not what everybody wants
I'm not perfect
I have my flaws
I have pain
I've seen bad things
I've cried myself to sleep
I used to have dreams
This disease came in and infected me
It tore me apart at the seams
I lay in bed every night
Oh great another fight
A fear of disappointing them again
I'm afraid my disease will win
You can only try so hard before you fall
I'm sorry I'm not what everybody wants
I'm not perfect
I have my flaws
I have pain
I've seen bad things
I've cried myself to sleep
I used to have dreams
This disease came in and infected me
It tore me apart at the seams
Everything's disappearing
More scars appearing
I'm afraid I'm too sick
I'm afraid this it
I've tried my best
I gave it my all
I'm sorry I'm not what everybody wants
I'm not perfect
I have my flaws
I have pain
I've seen bad things
I've cried myself to sleep
I used
to have dreams
This disease came in and infected me
It tore me apart at the seams
