Letters To My Past
Under a dark sky, very late at night
No stars shining apart from the one standing right in sight
She got that smile that I know all too well
The one that would take all miseries away
Why is time still moving slow every time I stare in her direction
I thought we were already past this, I don't like these gut feelings no more
It's early morning now, she would hardly remember a thing
It was a moment that already flew with the wind
If I wanted, I'd have gone to her place and told her this already
Maybe it's what happened right after that killed me
Cause she was stunning, but this time it was for another man
I can't think of her with another apart from the one she fell in love with the night we met
I'm still stuck, caught up in all the rubble that was left when things fell apart
World spinning out of control, memories are getting all washed up
I can only guess I'm the only one who's not choosing to let go
So in the end, I can only pick up a match and burn up these letters that I reserve for what's truly mine and mine alone
That no one might ever know how sickening it truly feels to see The One become just another one
