I am an actress
I pretend I am confident and brave
like I don't give a fuck
until someone questions how I behaveThen I morph like a caterpillar in its chrysalis only uglier
Into someone new
Someone likable and funny, or
someone just like you.Walking on thin ice
crying as I slip
and tear through the web of lies
I spun for friendshipTrying to be interesting
means my thoughts are never mine
my drab little life
will never be worth your timeAs hard as I try
I still don't quite fit in
just tolerated, I guess
for the intricate web I spin
YOU ARE READING
A Collection of Teenage Poetry
PoetryBasically, this is my journal. All of the heartbreak, stress, frustration, and confusion of being a pansexual teenage girl in a small town in Texas is presented to you in (semi) poetic form, by yours truly.