I wonder how
it felt to hold
another girls hand,
after you held mine,
i wonder if she had
butterflys in her
stomach like i did
when i held your hand.
You looked at allot
of girls, studied them,
There were lots and
i was one of them.
You looked at me and
then looked away
dismissing me.
Your soo stupid.
i hate you
i do.
You were abusive
you know?
you were...
Abusive relashionships
come in different ways
and most people
are blinded. They
dont see what
real love should
be.
People are soo
desperate for love
that they get satisfied
with any kind of it,
even if its the sick kind.
Thats not right, its
better to be alone
than be in a relashionship
that kills you inside.
Being with people like
that have consequences,
like avoiding eye
contact and shutting
your friends out.
But the sick part is
that theres no way
of going back.
