Chapter 1: Being strong isn't worth it.
Its been a week since my parents are looking for a place for me to transfer. They thought that I was a really BAD kid but actually I'm not. This person made me do it so it isn't my fault.
"Hey! Listen to me! Kim Yongsun!!" My dad screaming the hell out of him. I made the volume of my earphones in a really high volume. My ears starting to burst out. I removed my earphones trying to listen. So that he could shut the hell up.
"Yes?!?" I said in an annoyance and also in argerness.
"Stop doing stuff that isn't good for you, I didn't raised you to be like that so you better act up or you'll not be able to live your life successfully!" He said in a worried but also in an angry voice. I just nod so he would shut up.
We've been roaming around this freakin place to find a new school but no one wants to accept me. But one school does. Its a private school and it is expensive, this is the only school that can accept me so my parents decided to suffer a little to pay the tuition.
They looked at me and started the engine.
"Yongsun... we love you and I hope you wont do anything stupid in there... study hard and behave. We'll visit you every after a month... and... be careful. We'll give you your clothes and almost all of the stuff in your room. We'll give you allowance every month and also Im sorry and we LOVE you." My mom said while my dad just staring at me. My mom's eyes was almost tearing up and me. But my dad dosen't care at all he just nod and just looked at his phone and continued to making the car have its engine ready.
"You will visit me every month!?!? You'll leave me alone here?!?! Do you even love me?!! You never love me just my stupid little sister?!! Why are you always so harsh when it comes to me?!! Don't you fucking love me?!!" I said in an annoyed voice.
"We love you and just live happily without us. You can do anything... your already an adult...." I stopped them by my words.
"FINE! Ill just live my LIFE. Your just some stupid people that dosen't even need me anymore and plus just give me my stuff and my allowance I cant live if I don't have money." I said angrily.
"Hey, yongsun! Watch your words!!" My dad shouting.
My dad just left and speed up the car. I just stand there staring at the lamp post beside me. There is nothing important to me anymore just myself suffering with this shit. There is no more left with me. Its either I go to this school or just run away and never look back. There is no more I can do!
Suddenly... tears fell out from my eyes... I tried fighting back all the tears but I can't I'm too weak to be strong.
Being strong sometimes hurts cause your just wasting your energy and the power that you all have... instead of regaining your energy it all goes to waste when you missed your final hit.
I've tried being strong but failed cause like what I said I'm too weak. But if you wanted to try again just do your best to fight it off.
Time had been passed...
I've been standing there for 10 minutes and it started to rain. All my clothes is soaking wet. I stared at the school right behind me. I walked few steps near it and there was no one there except there is someone staring at me in the window. It was a girl... she have this tall figure also in her sleeping clothes, she has shocked eyes while staring at me. I looked at her in a shaking stare cause I was shaking it's extremely cold.I looked at her and she suddenly disappeared, she rushed down to go to me. I felt a bit dizzy so I fell down from the ground. My eyes started to open a little and saw the girl comforting me with a warm blanket... her clothes are also starting to get wet.......
"Let's bring you somewhere warm." She said in a very nice deep voice. Its really comforting me. And I loved it.
I just made a small smile and continued closing my eyes cause I'm really dizzy. I just felt a hand across my legs and my back carrying me as a bride after a wedding....
Next chapter....

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