Raven's Wrath

Its not fair

I believed, you lied, you smiled, I cried.
Sometimes I wonder,
What's the point of life, if you only want to die. You said you really care.
I looked at you, I stared.
Asked if you'd break my heart..
You said you wouldn't dare,
But when you looked away...
I saw the doubt flicker inside your eyes.
It was only for a few seconds...
But it was enough to make me want to cry.
You said "I love you" to me, but neither of us saw all of the doubt those three words would leave.
She is better than me.
Beautiful.
Smart.
More than I will ever be.
I asked you if you loved her, loved her more than me.
You said never.
Never would you leave.
But I saw you.
You never saw me there,
But if you did...
I don't think you'd even care.
You looked at her,
Like I look at you.
Before I knew it,
I lost the only love I ever knew.
You said you'd never leave me.
You said you'd always care..
But in the end,
Through all of the pain,
The struggles,
The love,
You didn't see me there.
You looked at me, and you smiled,
As the tears fell down my cheeks.
You lied,
I believed.
You said you'd be there.
You smiled,
I cried.
You said you'd always care..
This pain I feel..
It's not fair.

Now, read the bold words by themselves.