High school started out like trash . My best friend wants me to go do illegal stuff. My dad wants me to join the military. My ex's is crazy and my mom hates me . I am a disgrace to my family.
Cora liked pain and misery of others and let her new bf beat a innocent guy down nearly killing him. She sends me the video of her laughing while he bleeds out. I took it to the school deputy Mr.Kater , "well I can't do much cause we don't know these people and even if I could , you provoked him to do this so I'll charge you too " he said to me. "Sir how did I provoke him " "your messing with his girlfriend. I can't do anything to Mr Ethan . And if you report again your going to iss for wasting my time".
I leave the deputys office. Pissed annoyed I knew the Bratva would have taken care of him quick . My family kept saying what the deputy said "it's your fault".
I was gone no hope , no real family , no one I can trust.
I cried every night . I was extremely miserable.
Then I get a call
MD: is this Cadet Kevin Roman
M€: yes
MD: I'm sorry to report but cadet David J Elder has lost his life.
M€: What do you mean?!
MD: he left a note saying he felt ashamed he didn't pass camp and that it ment so much to him. And that his family was mad at him too.
M€: i.. I .. uh...
MD: Cadet will you report to your commander that cadet Elder is dead?
M€: dead from what?
MD: overdose
M€: I will report.
*line ends*
It was my fault he didn't pass camp. I didn't mean to snitch on him but I did. I reported to my commander . "Okay that's fine he's not our problem , he's just another dead person" he said . I walked away angry .
WHY IS THE WORLD SO CRUEL ?? WHY ?
WHY DOES EVERYONE I KNOW ONLY SAVE THEMSELVES.
Cora Ethan , my family , my friend all hate me .
I died that night mentally.
It's my your fault . I hate you , just die . Why are you always helping you retard . Your pathetic .
....your
.....pathetic
.....your going to hell
.......Your a horrible person
.........just fucking die
............people don't need you
..............your useless
..................I can do it better
.....................go away
Every single day I was told this from everyone , my family , my friends . MY MOM TELLS ME THIS ALL THE TIME . And I all I want is just a hug something to make me feel human again .
A while ago I sat down with a friend and heard her talk about how life's not fair and how her parents won't get her the iPhone 6+ because she has an s8 . Then when she got it it was silver and not white like she wanted it. She cried until she got it . She calls me peasant yet I listen to all her bitching for no reason .
When I got robbed I went for help from the deputy. it's my fault for leaving my bag under my desk.
When I tried to win an award for rotc the kid who beat me paid the instructors off 1,000 each .
When I was going down the stairs , I saw some teachers watch some kid get his ass beat . They just kept walking .
A girl called me out because I accidentally bumped in to her heading to lunch. She had a 20 dollar bill and she dropped it, heading away pissed. I took it
And I called her , she turned around pissed " da fuck you want asshole" she said to me
You dropped your 20 here . I gave it to her .
I was searched by the deputy because I was accused of robbing her and all my money was apparently hers. So guess who lost 15 dollars to and got a warning .
I have no family , no friends , no one I can trust anymore . And I had a heavy soul. I'm just a bad guy every one tells me.
But the story isn't over yet
