It's been a year 365 days of living walking hell. Each day I wake up and the first thing I think of is her. Her beautiful, beautiful brown eyes. Her perfect body shape. Her soft tan skin. Her sense of style.
Why do I miss her? Why am I not trying to move on? Why am I not trying to find someone new and move on. I mean all I do is practically beg for love but whenever someone says that they like me or they're into me I push them away. It's like she's my drug.
So diary until next time.
Perrie x ------------- 1 week later --------------- Jades p.o.v
I pick up my phone and decide to post a picture on Instagram.
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Jadethirlwall: A whole year with this work of art! I love you jesy ♥️🌈 {tagged Jesynelson}
Jesynelson: aw jadey! Thank you so much for giving me the best year of my life, I love you so much. I'm so happy you're mine♥️🌈
Arianagrande: Awe you guys! A year already. I'm so happy x
SelenaGomez: sorry but what about @perrieedwards? 🌚🌚🌚
Perrieedwards: @selenagomez you tell me G 🐸☕️
*Comments deleted*
I mean I'd be lying if I said I don't miss perrie. She's been on my mind 24/7 since the break up. Her blonde her. I remember how I used to call her blondie locks and how she loved it. I really miss her. But it's all over now.
"Jesy, baby. Come in here." I shouted.
She walks in looking beautiful. "Hey babe, what's up" she smiled. I get down on one knee. "Jessica Louise Nelson, you're my everything and I won't be satisfied with our relationship until you're my wife. So will you please do me the honor of becoming my wife" I asked. She looked shocked and happy at the same time.
"yes you nutter! Of course I will marry you baby!! I love you so much" she cried and i put her ring on her finger.
She's so beautiful, I honestly can't believe how lucky I am to have her.
Jesy went to see her mum and tell her. Bless her she's so beautiful I love her. I decided to through Instagram.
Suggested for you @perrieedwards
Without hesitation I clicked on her profile and scrolled down and clicked on a photo.
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Perrieedwards: that should be me making you laugh, that should be me holding your hand 💔
Leighannepinnock: I hope you're okay baba x
Ninadobrev: chin up my princess. Your tiara is falling 💜
Bellathorne: I love you angel.
Fuck has she got prettier or is this just my imagination? Nope she's got prettier. Fuck I did mess up didn't I?
No jade, you're happy now remember. You're so so happy with jesy.
I then revive a text.
My Angel Face 💜💜: Hey babygirl. It's jesy, I'm gonna stay at my mums tonight as I've had a few drinks with her and my family. I love you 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
Princess Thirlwall 🙈💗: That's okay baby. Be safe. I love you too 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
After lazing around for what felt like hours I decided to and put my jacket on to go for a walk. I walk out the house and go the park down the street, I heard muffled tears of a girl.
I walked over and sat down next to where she is. "Hey are you okay, I heard you crying" she looks up. It's her.. it's my perrie. "J-jade.." she says.
