1: Hurting

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11/13/17 7:11 a.m

So today was an ok day. I made Sammy sad and I feel bad, but there's nothing I can do about that now. I have a chemistry and history test tomorrow and dad keeps yelling at me. I think that now that the kids are gone that he thinks that everything is going to change. Like oh yeah I've not spoken to you for very long each day for the last 9 months, now I'm going to be this giant part of your life. You ignored me before, why don't you just keep doing that. Life doesn't change because someone's gone. Your other daughter has a lot more that she's doing you should go support her more. I mean she's the one that actually made a team, I'm just the one that can't do anything right. I think sometime that I destroy everything I touch so I can never have the great things in life. I mean that's why people bully me right. Because I'm different and can't do stuff correctly. It's either that or they think that I'm weak and wouldn't do anything about them. I mean really I'm just a normal kid like them. Yet I'm stronger, because I have lived through the unthinkable. I will stand my ground on the fact that I am not what they called me. I am not some goldfish that they are trying to make climb trees. I am smarter and way more creative than they will ever be. - Allison

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