red [jimin]

six

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You were walking home with Taehyung. It was awkward, but you didn't know how to feel. You could tell he was walking a bit fast. He was eager, but for what? He approached his door and unlocked it, biting his lip and smiling at you. "Come in." 

You stepped in the house, it was dark. He flipped on the light switches. "So how-" You were cut off by Tae pinning you against the wall. He started to suck on your neck and nibbling. He was trying to find your sweet spot. "Tae, stop.." you said. It felt good, but it felt so wrong. He found your sweet spot and started sucking on it. You let out a soft moan. "Oh T-tae," you said. "S-Stop.." you tried to put your arms on his chest, but they were founded around his neck and playing with his hair. 

He looked up. "Doesn't sound like it." And with that, he smashed his lips into yours. You kissed him back. Your mind flooded with dirty thoughts. With that, you were lifted up into the air. You wrapped your legs around Tae's waist as you were making out. He walked into his bedroom and laid you on it. You bit your lip, not seductively, but nervously. It was your first time. He took off his shirt and you saw his toned abs. "Shit dude." You said, feeling a bit hot. He climbed on top of you and put his hands along your waist and started to kiss your neck. You let out soft moans, turning him on. He started to fiddle with your pants' button, and that's when it felt weird. It felt wrong. You didn't want this, or him. "Tae! Tae stop!" You said, panting. He didn't. "I SAID STOP YOU BASTARD!" You slapped the back of his head. He got off of you in an instant. You sat up and rubbed your temples. "Y-Y/N, I'm so sorry.. I never meant to-" he started. "It's fine, Tae. I lead you to it. It's my fault, I just, it just doesn't feel right with you. I'm sorry." You said and looked at him. He sat next to you. "Of course. It's fine." he said and rubbed your back. You could tell he was hurt by a little voice crack. "I should go now, thank you for understanding." You grabbed your phone that was on the floor, and left.

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You flopped on your bed. The thoughts of Taehyung started to flood in your mind. You've always found him attractive, and you thought you'd want that. But you didn't. Something kept going through your mind. It was the color red. Red reminded you of him. Jimin. You bit your lip, wanting to cry. Why did you feel so confused? You were just about to have sex with a guy, your best friend, but all you could think about was your other best friend. You felt like such a slut. "I'm terrible, I'm so terrible!" You screamed and covered your face with a pillow. You cried until you fell asleep.

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You entered the classroom. You barely got any sleep. You kept waking up last night thinking about Jimin. His sad face haunted you. You sat down behind Jungkook. You were late again, but this time you were an half an hour late. Ms. Joosin was going to give you an after school detention, but you explained to her how you only got 2 hours of sleep and you felt really awful. She understood and let you go by this time. You were wearing saggy Nike grey sweatpants and a black sweater. You had moccasins on and your hair was pulled back in a ponytail. You only had mascara on, so you looked extra tired. Jungkook turned to face you. "You good? Seems like you had a rough night last night." He asked, genuinely concerned.

You shook your head. "Not really. It's personal, but I'll manage through the day," you said. He turned back around and you listened your teacher speak, until you started to feel dizzy. You put your head down, but ended up falling asleep. Bad idea.

"Y/N!" a voice whispered. It was Misa. She threw a crumpled up sticky note at you. "Wake up!" she whispered again, but a bit louder this time. You opened your eyes to see you were in a classroom. You sat up right away and stretched. "T-thanks," you said and Misa turned back around. You fell asleep pretty much the whole class, because the bell rung 5 minutes after you woke up. You dragged yourself out of the classroom and went to your locker. Taehyung came up behind you. "Hey, Y/N, I'm really sorry for last night. I couldn't get you off my mind. Can we still be friends?" he asked. You turned around. "Shit Y/N, you okay?" he asked, also concerned. You nodded and yawned again. "I'm fine, and thank you Taehyung. We can always be friends." and with that, you slammed your locker shut and walked away. You were only thinking about Jimin. You couldn't get him out of your mind, as much as you wanted to, you just couldn't. 

You entered your history class. You remembered Jimin was in this class and you sat towards the back. Jimin entered shortly after, eyeing you. You smiled and motioned for him to come over. You were awake now. He smiled back but was called over by another feminine voice. He gave an even brighter smile and sat two rows ahead of you. He had sat next to Mina, the girl he was talking about earlier. You felt as if he had stabbed your heart a million times. Your smile slowly disappeared and you laid your head on your arms, hiding your face. You started to cry silently. You cried for about 5 minutes. What was this feeling? He just simply sat with another girl, but yet it felt as if he had just stepped on your heart and crushed it, leaving it in the dust, never to be touched again. You wiped your eyes under your desk, and looked back up. Mina and Jimin were right in front of you, and they were chatting it up. And he looked extremely happy. Happiest he's ever been. You sighed and felt your eyes watering up, but you held it back and ignored them. You wanted to leave as quick as possible.

When class ended you ran out. You needed to stop thinking of Jimin fast. You quickly jogged to your locker, thinking you escaped the two 'love-birds.' Then they walked by you. You heard his cute laugh and then you saw him. His beautiful red hair, his perfect muscles, his bright smile, his plump, pink lips and his chocolate eyes. You sighed. When they passed by, you heard Jimin say, "Wanna go out to eat?" That really hit you. Hard. You felt like crying, no, like screaming. You then realized what Jimin was going through. Jimin was mad at you, because he liked you. He liked you when you kissed Taehyung, he liked you that whole time. And you were an idiot. Now he's with a new crush. And it wasn't you. It would never be you again.

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You flopped on your bed. Your parents weren't home, and you were starving. It was only Tuesday, and the BTS boys had eaten all your food from the party. So, you decided to go out to eat with Misa. You felt a bit more energetic after you left the school and Jimin. She agreed after you texted her and you got dressed. You put on dark blue jeans, black boots, a grey shirt, a long tan jacket and a scarf. You walked outside and were greeted by Misa. "Let's go!" she said and smiled. Turned out, she had brought Namjoon. It didn't bother you, you've always liked Namjoon and thought of him as a brother since you hung out with him a lot with Misa. You guys ended up going to this restaurant called "Kouske's Diner." It seemed fancy. You walked in and the waitress greeted you guys. She motioned for you to sit at a booth. You sat on the opposite end, while Namjoon and Misa sat across from you. You looked at your menu until you noticed a similar person. Their hair was red and they were dressed in a white dress shirt and denim jeans. You looked a bit closer, realizing it was Jimin. He was eating dinner with Mina. Of course. You just had to meet him here, didn't you? That's when he caught a glimpse of you. Shit.

Jimin' P.O.V

Y/N?! Here? I noticed Namjoon's leg poking out of the booth, and realized she was with Misa, also. Of course. As soon as I was trying to get over her, she appeared everywhere. I was interrupted by Mina. "You okay Chim Chim?" she asked and looked at me. "I'm fine." I said and looked back at my menu. I noticed Y/N was staring at me, but quickly looked away as I looked up. This is going to be hard. Trying to keep my eyes off her beautiful body while I ate with a friend.

Hi!! I might post chapter 7 , and maybe 8 tonight? I'm going to go edit right now. Thanks for reading! Also,, thanks for 40 views! I never expected to get that much!! Thank you sm! Vote and comment <3 ~ Joonhyungg