I Don't care... I Want You! (editing)

Hurt?

Day's POV

How the fuck could he do this to me?!?! After all these fucking years I have loved him and he just up and chea- wait..we aren't together... then why do I feel like this. We aren't even together we never were, but it hurts so fucking bad to see that!!!! I...am I being selfish? I can't be. he's not my man. 

I walk out to my car dinging in my bag for my keys, once i found them i clicked the button to unlock the door but right when i pulled it open it was quickly shut by Justin.

"wait...don't go"  Is he serious right now? I pulled away from the door and stood back some holding my head to the side a little bit trying to hold back the tears taking over my eyes. 

 "why? Justin why did you ask me to come here if you already had company?" 

 "no its not like that...i really do want you....here" 

 "clearly you  don't...could you move please " he looked at me for a minute then he finally moved his hand from the door. i got in the car, cranked it and he took a step back and i drove off now with tears falling down my face not even know why. 

Jay' s POV

i stood in the driveway watching day drive off, it looked as if she was crying, i hate seeing her especially knowing that it was my fault...out of nowhere i just didn't feel so good... but i shook it off and went in the house to find Laila sitting on my bed fully clothed and pissed.

"what the fuck Jay?!"  if you wanna know the truth my chest starting to hurt a little more and now i wasn't for her or her bullshit.  "look i think yo-"  " no! fuck you! why did you have that ugly ass bitch in your house?! and how the fuck did she get in here?!?"   "I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR THIS LAILA!! " she looked scared as hell. " baby i'm sorry i just got a little mad" her voice had calmed down some and it sounded kinda babyish...but i knew this trick. i walk to my bathroom leaning over the sink..i felt like i was about to throw up,Laila came in right behind me hugging me but i just turned around grabbing her hands looking at her. "baby,look i need some time to get my self together...ok? i just don't feel so good." she shook her head kissing me slowly before i let her hands go so she could gather her belongings. "baby?" i came out the bathroom to see her in my doorway holding her bad. "can you walk me out?" i huffed then walked out the bathroom grabbing her hand to walk down the stairs, once we got out side to her car the put her bag in the passenger set then turned around to face me. "...........text me"

Is this bitch serious?!?!?! No sorry, no I love you? Just text me?

"ok" i got ready to walk off but she pulled me back kissing me pulling my hands to her butt, this kiss was long and slow..but something felt weird about it. She let go and got in the car and drove off... "fuck" i mumbled under my breath. before walking in the house.

so sorry this chapter really isn't all that i have been kinda busy with other stuff, ya'll most likely don't care about that! love you babies. i hope you liked this chapter.