Nandini came to Manik room. Sat on sofa as a dead body. "Mom remembers dad death when ever she sees me? I should die. I have to die I will die. How much pain does she cares all time and still loves me like her baby? What am I doing? Nothing just enjoying life with Macho infront of her. No no no I can't give pain more pain she is goddess that's why she is showering love for me but now I should do something yes something but my baby?......." she touched her tummy "o god what have you done?" She leaned back tears are flowing pain is hurt heart is breaking into zillion things. She want to crash into Nyeonika's arm and cry.
Today i needs Nyeonika as a mother, i wants her as a daughter. I am at the verge where I has to choose kid or macho same as mom. Mom chooses kid so I have to do same but..... Macho?????
No no Macho???? I can't live without him??? My macho mine???? Will he survives??? No he can't even drink water without me then??? No even I can't breathe.... I won't I won't
Then mom????? Am I that selfish????? Am I such cruel to make mom life hell when she gave me a haven a paradise I can't do that I won't do that but how can I give pain to Macho???
My macho he needs me now, he needs to know about our kid he has all rights then he will send me away impossible nor mom will let me go then
I can't give this news. I have to go away from here as soon as possible. Once Macho is fit I will go but till then my tummy??? I don't care I don't Here it's Macho my macho. I will
How can you Macho how can you pull this stunt on me???? How happy I was? I want to give you beautiful news and you made me die to hell. How can you?
Macho!!!!!!! We you let me go away? Never what should I do???? Will he be safe when go away? No... knowing this how can I go? Should I need to go? Mom yes for mom
I can't give her more pain. She needs happiness. Total happiness. Full happiness. Macho will forget me in some days and get married..... aga........ no no never I can't even think
O god kill me for this all fasico. Why did I born? First I gave pain to Appa then Macho now mom next Again Macho why why only me????? I need Macho he is only mine mine mine
Shit shit shit!!!!!! My life it self is a shit. What god want from me? Why he shows me extreme love and throw me in extreme pain now I can't even die why I hate you krishna this time I hate you like hell.
Nandini is in deep pain her pain made her vomit numerous times as earlier. When she came out of washroom she felt dizzy she was about to fall Medha held her tight who just entered room.
Knowing about Nandini's digestion habit Medha made her sleep feeling more weak Nandini slept fast. Manik when woke up Medha is with him
"Bhabhi kaha hai?"
"She is sleeping there, she vomited many times she is weak"
"Shit shit I know this she will panic o god why should she always suffer I hate me always just because of me"
"Then why did you drive fast?"
"Choti???? It was driver driving at we are at middle of city how can we go fast if want too? It was struck which went out of control I guess it might have breaks failure it was not me"
"You don't know bhai Bhabhi was so numb and scary she forgot breath until doctor said you are ok she will die if you do this again, you know that we saw her dying twice already no more again not again please"
"Choti I knew I dam fucking knew but every time happens and every time because me what can I do??? What should I do? I always mess up her life always" he is deep pain his voice is hallow tears fuming inside
"Ok now you take rest let her sleep I will be here. Do you need anything?"
"Did she eat?"
"No probably"
"Bring food for while sleeping she will eat if not she won't so go and feed her first"
Medha took food as Manik suggested she fed NandiniWhen Nandini woke up, she saw Manik. He called her near she walked with heavy feet and reached him. "Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry I am stupid I pulled this stunt on you please don't cry" He is begging
She cried loud. She couldn't hold the pain more. The pain of his accident the pain of listening moms words the pain of not sharing best news to him the pain thinking to get separated the pain of going away everything each and everything. She cried like hell "I can't stay away from you I will die I want to die this time separation will surely kill me did you get it Macho are you listening? You are making it hell but how can I???? How can I Now???? I can't loose but you..... you know that you know that still you did this to me why?????? I was happy like heaven but you...... o god krishna!!!!!! Why only me always???? Why???? Macho Macho let us run away from this cruel world some where far very far only you me and mom........ mom ..... mom" she looked at Manik with tears eyes shaking body she again felt uneasy she ran to washroom puked again pain again pain same pain
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