Twisted

Chapter 4

The next morning I woke up and noticed that if I didn't get a move on on it I would be late for work. So I rushed to brush my teeth, do my hair, and get dressed.

I had to be to work at 10:30 and it was now 10:15 so I woke up Andrew and let him know that I was about to be late for woke and that he had to go. He got out my bed and proceed to my bathroom while i applied my make-up. Once he was done we made our way to my font door and he gave me a quick kiss and left.

Lord knows i was so happy to get ruined of him I just couldn't look at him the same after what happen last night. I couldn't even look at him. And when I looked in the mirror I didn't even recognize myself.

 I was speeding through traffic and luckily I got there at 10:26. When I walked in I shot Amber a quick text letting her know I had to talk to her. She said okay, so I put my phone up and went to clock in.

I really need to get what happen last night off my chest and I knew I could confine in my best friend. So for the rest of my shift I tried to focus on the customers and not my problems, but that was so hard.

It was time for my lunch break so I went to my car to get a sense of peace and that's honestly all I really needed at this moment in my life right now. And the more I thought about it the more stupid I felt for even deciding to give myself to a stranger I mean we only knew each other for a month.

But Andrew had his way of making me feel like i was the most important girl in the whole world and that's all I wanted. Now after last night I wished I would have waited, but i can't turn back now what's done is done.

I had ten minutes left until I returned back to my shift when I realized something I wished I realized last night. Andrew HADN'T USED A F***ING CONDOM.

But I had to stay calm. I breathed in and out but that s**t wasn't helping at all. So not only did I lose the most important thing last night I might be a mother at 18.

Now I was really crying. I had so much goals for myself now look at me I was a train wreck. But instead of feeling sorry for myself I dried up my eyes and finished my shift.

  Finally, my shift was over so I drove home. I didn't have the energy to do anything tonight so I cancelled dinner with Amber and went home.

I just throw my stuff anywhere in y room and crawled p in a ball in the middle of bed.I didn't know what to do, I had no mother to teach me how to be a good mother and I was to scared to tell Andrew because no matter how dumb I sound I don't want him to leave me i'll do anything just to insure he stayed in my life.

So I knew I would have to tell him sooner or later, but not tonight I just couldn't face my problems head on not now. So that night I just cried.

I cried for everything, for the person I was becoming and the person I once was. I really missed that person. Only a couple months into 18 and I never thought I would end up like this. Man was all I could think.

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