A/n: sorry it's so short
Also updates with this will not be consistent due to me writing my BTS X Reader Teacher's Assistant series but I hope you enjoy this chapter!
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Your POV
Having multiple biases is hard enough, but when you know them personally and liking more than one at once, is ten times more difficult. It makes things hard to focus, especially if one you like is leading the choreography. It's much easier for me if I'm at the front cause then I can't see them.... Unless I look at them through the mirror. Six..... Six of them..... I don't even know how that's possible. I understand the Maknae line because they're close to my age but most of the Hyung line?! Seriously?! I hate hormones, I hate this stupid emotion age. I hate this. Sometimes I wounded of it would be easier on me if I..... Quit..... But I'm not gonna do that. I love doing this, its my dream, and it may be my only shot. It's mentally exhausting liking all these guys. At least there's one I don't like. "(Yn), you okay? You've seemed stressed lately." Yoongi asked. Speak of the devil. "Yes and no." I reply. "Yes I'm okay, but at the same time I'm not." I continue. "Why is that?" He asks as he sits next to my bed. I was laying on back facing the ceiling. "For the past few weeks I've been struggling with having multiple crushes. Six, to be exact. I just..... It's stressful, and it's exhausting I can't focus anymore. I don't know what to do Yoongi." I rant, relived to finally get it all off my chest. "I'm... Not sure how to deal with all that, but to focus you just have to push the feelings aside and do your best to focus on the important thing or things." He advises. I smile. "Thanks gramps." I reply with a laugh. He smiles but lightly hits my arm. I feel like one of the guys, it's great. "I'm gonna go with Namjoon to the studio see you later." Yoongi says as he gets up and leaves. As soon as he left my smile fell. "And that's seven." I whisper. I groan and roll over and groan into my pillow.
Yoongi's POV
Well this..... Is just fantastic.
