Life

The Beginning

When she was born she almost died. From that day forward she tried to kill herself everyday. From the day she was born her hoped that her life would end. She never feels normal in her own skin. She wishes to leave the earth.  The day she was born she jumped out of the doctors arms and onto the cold floor. The floor the doctors say are clean but really aren't. They are covered in dirt from the doctors shoes. The doctor made sure that the she wasn't hurt or sick. 

A year after she was born the cycle started again. The cycle of her trying to kill herself. Her parents will never know what is wrong.  They will just ignore it and act like it is all good. 

It was six months after her birthday. This was the day she would try to kill herself but she won't win. She doesn't know she tries to do it. But she does it. On this day she tried to kill her self after her parents had set her on the dryer while they go and get everything that they need to go over families house. While they were gathering their stuff she started to drink that laundry detergent. She remembers the smooth liquid poring down her throat. Right before it hit her stomach her parents came in and saved her. They just put it off like it was nothing. They thought it was a one time thing.

Her parents noticed that when she tried to kill herself her eyes turned purple. Her normal eye color is blue. When her eyes turn purple it is because the blood mixes with her iris. This creates a purple effect. She wishes she could stop the blood from going to her eyes but once it does she can't control herself. She becomes a monster.

This was the year she was going to turn 2. She had a baby brother on the way. Will the curse pass onto him or just stay with her. Her parents hoped that what ever was wrong with her didn't pass onto her brother.

I was her birthday everything was all well. Less than one month later her baby brother was born. This is the brother she would hate and love. She will always protect no matter what happens.

Five months after her birthday was once again the day she was going to try to die. She has no clue how she is going to do it.

Today is the day her mom said. The day where we get to run round all day. It was about halfway through that day when her eyes turned purple. Her mom glanced at her and didn't see anything wrong. Her mother ran to the other side of the car and payed the meter. Once she had done that she went into the gas station for a quick second. While she was inside someone went and took her car with her child inside. She knew that today was the day that she might die. She really hoped it was today because if so it would all be over.
The robber drove a little down the street until he realized that there was a child in the car. That is when he drove the car back so that a missing persons won't go out because that would be more charges. So he drove back and the child's mother didn't even notice. 

The following year it came quicker. It was now 3 months after her birthday. This was the year that she got a little closer. The day came. She started her morning off by playing on the floor with the dogs. There was a thunder storm outside which was not normal for the desert of Arizona. Her mom had stepped out of the room for a few minutes to take care of her brother. While she was out of the living room/ kitchen she decided to climb out of the doggy door to go to the back yard to swim. You know. Lightning outside and big pool in the back yard. That is perfect conditions for death. When her mother came out to check on her she was gone. When her mom looked outside she saw her daughter trying to go swimming. Right as her mother was about to take a step lightning stuck just behind their house. Her mother was now in a dead sprint to go save her daughter. She had just made it in time because be the time they got back inside lightning hit the pool right where her daughter had been standing.