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[UPDATED]💔 Kukun x reader What I Should've Done

Info- Kukun was everything to you until he became everything you lost

Kukun's disappearance took a huge toll on you. It wasn't even easy finding out his absence due to growing distant, the both of you. You didnt know WHY you guys basically forgot about each other. You were never fond of the idea but it was out of both your control. To you, he was EVERYTHING to you and more. The very thought of never seeing him again has caused you to lock yourself up for days on end. Sitting in the dim lit room, sprawled out between your bed and your wall as you hold the Polaroids of you and him. Tear stain your rosey cheeks. Days go by without leaving room at all.

You involuntarily walking into memory lane, reliving your much rather happier times with your hidden love. Then the darker times flashed faster than you were guiltily enjoying the good memories. Times where you wished you did something better. Where you grew distant. When pass him by and he doesn't even notice you at all. When you saw kukun finding interest in another girl, what was her name...? Miki? Miko?

You despise those times the most. You wanted to build a time machine and go back in time to prevent this ALL. You were starting to think it was tour fault he's gone. You should've made it obvious that you loved Kukun or hell, tell him you loved him. You should've sang that duet he's been begging for forever. You should've kissed him that night at the docks, when he was sleeping in your arms. "I... I should've...." your whispers trailed off.

Tears flow worst than leaking pipes. Every now and then you would bang your head against the to banish the horrid thoughts. Because... Deep down, you knew he's most likely dead by now. And no one seemed to care BUT you.

Eyes getting heavy, you had no other choice but to close them. You slide off the wall and fully onto your bed. The photos you had in your hands scattered around you but your favorite one, when you and kukun went on a trip to Disney World, was held close to your chest. It was if he was somehow still here and you didn't want him to leave your side. After days without sleep and food, you FINALLY managed to sleep, but in defeat.

As you do so, Kukun's spirit sits next to your resting fragile body. His eternally sad look was plastered on his face, "I should have..."

(Remade and better! Slightly longer! Sadly no two parts tho. Hope you enjoyed the new story! Next up wamu!)