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i woke up.
puffed and red eyes.
i looked in the mirror and i noticed it looked like i have no eyes.

woah my eyes are that puffy?

Irene woke up as soon she notice i wasn't beside her anymore.

she came up to me and she laughed.

Irene: "bahahahahhaahah WHAT THE FUDGE HAPPEN TO YOUR FACE?!?

i looked at myself one more time and then i did look really funny so i laughed hard too.

we laughed so loud that i didn't even noticed the door opened and i saw Taehyung oppa at my door.

Taehyung; " do you need a doctor?"

me: "naw i'm good" i said smiling

Irene: " wait i need to tell you something"

Taehyung: " okay"

she looked at me for permission and i nodded slightly and they left me alone at my room.

i decided to  go on my phone which was the worst decision ever.

when it was on there's so many notifications of messages from..

Jungkook???

well erm what do i do. i feel sad again.
well stupidly i read it anyway.

text message-

Jungkook:

9:30 pm
"y/n?"

"let's talk about it"

"look it's not what you think"

"y/n i'm sorry"

"i didn't know what i was doing"

"just please reply"

"y/n"

"y/n!!!"

"please answer i can't sleep"

"i won't sleep till you answer"

"y/n please i'll explain"

12:50am
"please answer me"

"please i will explain"

"baby answer me i cant sleep"

miss call from Jungkook

"please i didn't mean to"

"please i need you"

"please i'm sorry it's my fault"

"y/n answer me i love you with all my heart please answer"

3:48am

"y/n i can't sleep i'm really serious please turn on your phone"

"y/n please"

"look i'm sorry i'll speak with you tomorrow"

"please don't ignore me"

miss call from Jungkook (20)

-turns phone off-

wow..
i put my hands on my head and sat down my bed.

i wanna settle this down but at the same time i don't wanna see his face cause i know i will get hurt.

i love him.
argh why does his ex have to be IU.
my sister.!???
what is this coincidence?

*ding dong*

the doorbell rang.

i heard someone open the door. i stayed silent so i could hear the situation.
then heading to my room.
then i heard footsteps coming towards my room.

*knock knock* goes my door

"neeeeh????!"
i yelled out.

omma: come out someone would want to talk to you.

"coming!"

i dressed up into a plain grey sweater and black leggings. i fixed my hair since it's all tangled and gross. i put it in a cute ponytail. my make up? well i just brushed my eyebrows into shape and mascara that's all. and plus my eyes are back it's not that puffy and i put eye drops so that it's not red anymore.

i don't know why i needed to get ready but i wanted to get distracted from my problem with Jungkook

i head to the door and headed downstairs to the living room.

then i saw him sitting there at my favourite spot in the couch.

"Jungkook?"

he turned around.

i saw his puffy eyes and it looked like he didn't sleep.

"y/n!"

he ran to me and hugged me tightly.

"y/n i'm so sorry.."

i felt something wet dropped on my shoulder.

is he crying?

i hugged him back.

we headed to my room without talking to each-other.

closed the door and sat on my bed.

i sighed deeply.
then complete silence.

he finally broke the silence by saying.
"y/n, um it's true that i didn't stop her. and i don't know why. please trust me i didn't know why i did that."

"Jungkook there's an explanation for why you did state at her while i was getting that sweater"

"because i was wondering if i should ask your unnie for advice. but i totally forgot you didn't live with her. then i found out you weren't in front of me so then i quickly went to a shop that had stuff toys. and i bought you a big bunny stuffed toy. and then i went and tried finding you. but then IU came up to me and said she knew where you were. so i followed her. then she dragged me into the store and she kissed me. please y/n i'm sorry." hands me the stuffed pink bunny.

he had so much tears falling while he was talking and wiping it continuously.

i'm sorry

i heard him saying for the 100th time.

i wipes his tears and said
"Jungkook it's okay i just thought wrong"

"no y/n don't say sorry i hurt you and i promised your appa that i won't" i'm truly sorry

his tears fell again.

"it's okay i forgive you."
"i would never know what i'll do if you wouldn't forgive me thank you.."
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authors note.
i don't know i'm bored af.

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