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Josh
It's been 2 months since the accident and Thomas was still f***ing with my life still at school I can't take this anymore .
I have to tell Maddie we have to leave I can't tell Maddie she will leave me . What am I saying I have to . My mind is crazy as I stand on her porch and knoc her mom opens up the door "hi Josh Maddie is upstairs" I smile and head up there when I walk in I realize I have never seen her room there are lights and posters everywhere and she is on her bed with her laptop and head phones in "Maddie" she jumps up when she sees me "Josh!" She says and hugs me "my room is a wreck " she looks around I say "no it's cool " she has a bunk bed and lots of books I notice alot of them twilight Harry Potter percy Jackson wow she like to read why didn't I know this "so why r u here?" She asks shutting her laptop and patting the bed "I..I need to tell u something and u aren't ganna want to hear it" she looks at me "is it about Thomas?" I can't do this "no" I say firmly as I can "oh?"  She says . I nod and say "I know you'll hate me but idk what to do cause we aren't safe " her eyes go wide and she stops smiling "go ahead" she says and I start (sad part is coming and angry emotions warning)
"U know Thomas......well he has the friends well I I was his friend in 6th and 7th grade but we stopped being friends......" I trail off she looks at me "please finish"she says and I countinue
"We we're friends till u moved here .......best friends anyway he had this group of friends I was in and we would skip school onetime we had this dear once u moved here we - we we Thomas deard me and him to see who could get u to date us first and they would win 100$ and I said no but when I saw u u we're beautiful and I wasn't doing it for money I was cause I love you and I am sry but now Thomas is trying to win u back from me " I look down and I hear her say "why?!?" She is now away from me why did I do that " I think I was drunk too Thomas 15 year old friend brought a beer I drank a sip but....." She cuts me off by hitting my face "why did u I'm just ur pet aren't I " she screams at my face "no baby I love u so much and I was forced by him he he he told me he would kill us if I didn't and idk what to do " I cry she gasps "I ....am ......so sry!" She says and runs up to me and we land on her bed she crying in my arms "I booked a flight to New York " I say she sits up "ok I'll pack " she grabs her suit case and Packs it then goes down stairs and says to her Parents "mom dad I know it's crazy but I have to leave u do to with baby toby go to Chicago trust me and me and Josh are going to new york hurry " she says her parents nod in confusing ways "please" she says the do as they were told we leave hand in hand and my sis bring us to the airport we hurry abourd but Maddie looks nervous and idk what to do.......
There where so many secrets to be found out but we are in deep trouble in life right now and I think I have messed up big time!