Dear Diary....

Hate

Dear Diary,

I hate it here. I can't stand this place. I miss my friends, my home, my boyfriend. Though I guess I can't call him that anymore. He gave me his heart and I still hold it. But mine shattered into so many pieces that he can't possibly hold mine any longer. I caused so much pain. They won't ever forgive me for this...

I put my pen down and pulled the blankets over my head again, crying into my pillow. I miss them so much. I miss him so much. There is no more sun in my life. I should have fought tooth and nail to stay there for university with my friends. My parents were so frustratingly adamant that I couldn't stay there by myself.

"Su Jin! Time to go shopping for school supplies!"

I sighed. Mom was taking me shopping since I start university tomorrow. My family moved to New York City. I hate it. Its dirty and loud. I miss my home. I don't want to go to this school, but my father had a business associate pull some strings to get me in. I start at NYU tomorrow morning.

"I'm not going!" I yelled back at my mother. "You can't make me!"

I heard her sigh in annoyance before the door to our apartment slammed shut. Finally, I was alone. I reached for my phone instinctively, fingers already searching for our group chat. I froze when I realized what was going on before breaking down in more tears. I couldn't even call the people who cheered me up.

I hate my parents. I hate my father's company. I hate my life. But most of all, I hate myself.

A/N: This is just a starter. Hopefully you all enjoy! Oh and btw, I'm crying as I write this. You can thank my sister, the lovely cheese queen Mognut, for that and for the inspiration for this fic. Please go and read her stories!