Me and You (and The Spaces In Between) (Supernatural Fan fic)

I Fall Apart Without You Dean.... (Dean x Reader)

(Trigger Warning: This story will include self harm. If this offends you I'm sorry. This subject is very near and dear to me. Enjoy ad hopefully this gives any of you who suffer the courage to speak instead of be silent.) [my name is Lucy, and if you ever need to talk my messages are open]

            It had been three weeks since you had seen Dean. Sam and him had gone on a hunting trip, looking for a Jinn. You had left him thousands of texts and numerous calls. You thought that he had forgotten about you. you walked to the kitchen and took the spare demon blade out of the drawer. You drug the blade across your arms, one slice for every text and call he hadn't answered. Blood dripped onto the concrete floor, making little red drips. Your head felt foggy, and you knelt down, like the weight of all your problems was pressing down on your frail shoulders. Just as you drooped down, you heard Dean coming in the door, calling your name. He didn't hear you, so he ran to the kitchen, where he found you laying in a small pool of blood. "CASTIEL!!!! I NEED YOU!" He roared. "No, no, no, no, no, no, no........ Y/N stay with me baby. I love you baby...... please stay....." he said as he cupped your face in his hands. Then is was black.

            You woke up in the hospital, white gauze wrapped around your left arm. two bags of blood hung from the IV stand, along with an IV line. Dean sat on the windowsill, looking out at the landscape. He turned to look at you, seeing that you were awake, raced to you and held you close. He kissed your lips over and over again, telling you that he loved you so much and that you should not have resorted to cutting. You nodded like a child, telling him you where sorry. 

"Dean, I fall apart without you...." You said. 

"And I'll always be here to hold you together...." He said as he hugged you and kissed your lips.