Fall comes and I rot with the leaves

PLEASE READ**Quick Info

THIS IS A ROMANCE. Intended for an older audience.
You are Sonora !
This is my first time writing ANYTHING so please keep that in mind!
If you like it please tell me so I feel motivated to write more. I write fairly quickly so I can update often.

-wolf demons look human but with fangs, longer nails, a tail & ears. They also tend to have more hair.
-Sonora will be lightly described so that you can better imagine yourself as the MC. The experience I am trying to make is as if you are the MC.

Background :

Your name is Sonora, you are a defected wolf demon from the western clan. As a promising warrior, daughter of a general, you once led great onslaughts against the opposing factions. You were known for your love of battle and the passion you had for protecting the clan. You were raised as a warrior, not spoiled like most nobles. You're too curious for your own good, and this has led you to stumble onto many secrets. Your childhood has shaped you into a very competent fighter, but no matter how hard your father tried, he could never train you out of your individuality. Always trying to see both sides, and do what you truly think is right. For many years you fought for the western clan, until you overheard your father speaking to officials about a recent raid you had run. It turns out many raids you have led have been on innocent people who desired to protect their own, not horrible beings he claimed sought to lay waste to your clan. Greed has blinded your clan, and ignorance had blinded you. In grief and anger you abandoned the clan and set off to live a life of peace, outside of the war. No more senseless killing, no more lies. Heading Far East you seek a life of solidarity, picking up only jobs you feel right as a body guard. You feel as though you are the most unfortunate being alive. To be raised under a false purpose. Knowing little outside of war, you seek the missing piece of your life, what ever that might be.