chapter 3

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I don’t know how, but I manage to stay away from Niall the rest of the night. I didn’t want to, but I had to. I couldn’t risk liking another guy while I was still in love with a different one also. It would never be fait for any of us. But the pull I feel towards Niall already is strong, a little too strong for my liking.

That’s the reason I’m a major bitch to guys, so I don’t take the chance to fall for them. I push them away instead of having feelings for them. I suppose its my way of cooping since Daniel left for the US and then decided to enroll in their Military.

“You have to let those walls down sooner or later.” Ashley always tells me. I have before. The only two have fought their way through those walls; Daniel and one other. I had a soft spot for Daniel since the first time I laid eyes on him.

Drop dead gorgeous with his electrified, lightning blue eyes and cropped short, thick head of dark wavy hair; medium build with a baseballers body, muscular. He was hell on wheels and hard to handle. But I suppose I was too which made us perfect together.

Niall, the only other guy to have made even just a small impact in my walls, he was something totally opposite from Daniel, but yet still the same. Drop dead gorgeous with one amazing personality and that amazing way they both can make me feel something so deep inside me that even I, with the strongest walls can’t help but let it free.

“What are you doing back here?” Eleanor asks. “Trying to stay away from the tug I’m feeling in my heart.” I say looking up at her. She walks over to where I’m sitting in the large coat room, taking a seat beside me. “What’s his name?”  Eleanor asks knowing right away that my problem dealt with a boy. “It’s Niall.” I say smiling towards the ground. “Awh! Go for it! Niall is a sweetheart!” she gushes. I nod. “I want to but…” i trail.

“Daniel?” She questions. I nod again, it was always Daniel who held me back from doing things. “Hunny he would want you to be happy and move on.” She says. “I know that, but I was happy with him. How can I just forget all that?” I say not making eye contact with her. “Niall could make you happy if you gave him the chance to.” She says quietly.

“But what if Daniel comes back and sees me with Niall?” I ask. “So he comes back and sees that you are happy. That should make him happy.” She says.

“I’m gonna.” I say making up my mind. “Gonna what?” Eleanor asks beaming. “I’m gonna give Niall a chance.” I say firmly. “He is going to make you so happy babe!” She says hugging me. “Good luck! Now go get him!” she tells me as we stand up from the bench. She places a kiss on my cheek before leaving the coat room.

I take a deep breath then start to open the door, only to be smucked in the face with it. “Fuck!” I cuss. “Shit! Are you okay? Oh it’s just you.” I hear Niall mock, smirkingly. “What are you doing in here?” I ask. “Well most of us come in here to get our coats.” He says reaching for a black coat. “Now that we’ve established why I’m in here, let’s hear your reason.” Niall says.

“Just cos.” I say to him. “Mmmhm.” he mumbles unconvinced. “Well, I’ll see you later maybe?” he says making his way to the door. “Wait!” i say suddenly. Niall stops, turning to me. “Yea?” he asks.

“One more dance?” I ask. “Morgan, you told me to leave you alone after the first dance.” He says with a chuckle. “And you also said that you couldn’t promise anything.” I say taking a few steps towards him. He steps closer to me. “What are you saying?” he asks. “You know.” I say taking another step to him.

Niall closes the small distance between us, crushing his lips against mine. His lips mold perfectly to mine, moving them in sync with each other. My lips part slightly as his tongue slips along the edge of my lower lip. He lifts me up, I wrap my legs around his lower torso. Slowly he pushes us back against the wall. His lips move from mine, trailing sloppy kisses down my neck, resting where my throat meets my chest. His hands move from my bum to where my dress begins, reaching for the zipper. “Too fast?” He asks breathless. “Not at all, keep going.” I whisper into his neck.

He unzips my dress, letting the material fall to our feet. I loosen his tie and unbutton his shirt as he trails kisses up and down my neck and chest, occasionally bringing his lips back to my mouth. I let his shirt fall to the ground, exposing his bare chest. He was drop dead gorgeous, his chest perfectly sculpted. 

My hands slip from around his neck down to his belt. Feeling his bulge against my pelvic bone, I take my time slowly undoing his belt and pants, letting them fall to his feet which left him standing there in his boxers. Tentatively, I slip my hand down his boxers, taking his massive length in my hand. I hear Niall suppress a loud groan of pleasure as I begin jerking him off.

*

“So Niall tells me that you both had a great time at the wedding last night.” Ashley says in the kitchen. She and John would be leaving in a few hours, but right now we were at their house to watch them open their wedding gifts and then send them away for the honeymoon. I look at her, feeling the blush rise into my cheeks. “Oh really now?” I say. “A lot of fun.” She says eying me suspiciously. “You could say that.” I state.

“What did you do to him?” She asks. “Nothing bad!” I say holding my hands up in self defense. “Your definition of bad isn’t the same as mine.” Ashley says to me. “What are you ladies talking about?” Niall says smiling as he walks over to me wrapping his arm around my lower waist.

“Ashley would like to know why we had such a nice time last night. She thinks I did something bad to you to make you say that.” I say smirking up at Niall. “Well I wouldn’t necessarily say that was bad, at all frankly.” He says with a shrug. I try to keep the giggles to a minimum as Ashley comes to realization.

“AT MY WEDDING?!” She screeches. “Well. More like the coat room.” I say laughing. “God Morgan! Do you not have decency?” she asks. “Don’t blame her, it was really my fault.” Niall says joining in on my laughter. “Please tell me you did not have sex in there.” John says appearing in the doorway.

“We did not have sex in the coat room.” Niall tells him with a smirk. Ashley looks at me accusingly. “What? We didn’t! I just sorta snogged Niall and gave him a hand job.” I say as Niall and I hurry out of the room before Ashley blew a gasket.”Well that was fun.” Niall whispers in my ear. “Which part?” I ask cheekily. “Everything since last night.” he says kissing my temple.

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