Wrong Love.

What is in your back?

Its almost 1 year had pass since we broke up. I missed everything about him. Even his single smile. Even his litte time spent calling my name simonteanously.

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It is still fresh on my mind what happened on our "last date" as being called by others as we were in a relationship.

We went to a mall, we do what the usual date does. When the time reach the moment that we have to go home, instead of taking the exit at the main door, we chose to exit at the backdoor. We both didn't react we are just enjoying the moment that we were together. But before we reach the exit he commanded me to just stay and don't follow him nor looking where the hell is he will be going. And he left. I don't have any choice but to do what he had said, his face is kinda serious that if you don't follow him, he might get mad at you.

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Minutes had pass, he is not yet coming back. I was about to cry that moment I really hate the feeling of being alone and being left. The hell! Why does he need to do this to me? This is a date right? So why did he left me here? Pft. I am totally pissed. Since it was also late in the evening I texted him where the hell he is. After a moment he texted back he commanded me to go outside of the mall. I did. But he is not even there. I went back inside the mall. I am scared. For all of those people outside he is not there how could he say I go out if he is not there. I texted him that I shall go home now by myself. Yeah I decided to go home alone since he don't have a plan to show. He texted back he said that I shouldn't leave the place alone and we will go home together. He said that I need to go back inside where he exactly left me. I went back but he is not there. Annoyance. That was what I felt that moment. He commanded me to go to the places where he is not even there. How could he?!

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After a while I recieved a text message from him, I was about not to read it because of the thought that maybe he will commanded me again to go outside. And that is the mere fact.  After I read his message, I went outside again of the mall, whether he is there or not I will go home. Alone.

I was standing infront of a grill bar, I saw him from a far. He is smiling like nothing happens. He is really getting into my nerves. He looks really calm. When he reached my place I asked him where the hell did he go he answered me Just there and he smiled. God! What is in his smile? It relieves my annoyance. He is facing me all the way and smiling, I just noticed that his hand is in his back. What is in your back? I asked him, but I didn't get an answer he just smilled instead. I tried to turn his back but he is too strong to contradict my force. I turned my back to him acting that I am leaving.. He stopped me. This is what we saw while ago, you said it's cute so I bought it. Sorry for leaving you, I just don't have a great chance to escape to buy this without you knowing it. He turned his back, and I saw a red rose.

After he gave the rose, my smile stood still. All of my annoyance disappear in just one snap. He know how to make me happy and he know what makes me happy. On that moment, I can say that this happiness is what I want.

I don't want to go home yet. This happiness, don't take this away from me, not now. Please?

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We both decided to walk instead of riding a jeepney, we just don't want to waste any moment now. We want to have each other a while longer. While we were walking he is just looking and staring at me, I am just letting him to do it, maybe he is memorizing every part of my face as if its like we are no longer seeing each other, and this might be the last night we were together.

When we got tired of walking we took a jeepney ride, he leaned his head on my shoulder. I was tilted. This is what I want, to be with him and be like this forever. I can't say how much I am happy with him. Whenever I'm with him my world stops and I don't care with the people around us. All that I know is I am happy and this is what I am wishing for.

We unride the jeepney, we were too far where we supposed to unride. But we rather chose to walk. We're walking slow as if we are walking in the universe. I wished time stops. Any moment later we will be apart without any assurance that we will have a chance to spent a day together again.

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Im now homed, and he is now on his way home. He left me a smile, I gave him a smile saying Thank you for this day, you really made this day wonderful.

I put the flower in my room. It is just a simple red rose has its thorns. But it was very special to me. I stare at the rose that he gave, there's a part says our relationship is like a rose though it brought us happiness there's still have the fact saying that the tighter you hold into it, the more you will get hurt.

I was in the middle of thinking how was my day had been really happy when my phone vibrates and recieved a text message from him.

"I am about to reach my home. Don't send any message here. My wife's gonna have this phone. I'll just PM you on facebook. Thank you for this day babe. ;) ILOVEYOU BABE. ILOVEYOU"

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Thank you for reading. Ü