My Life Is Full Of Suprises

Chapter 2

Annie's P.O.V.
Today i'm going to high school. I don't want to. Without any friends it will suck, i already know it.
I miss Jimin. It's been so empty without him.
After he left i was never happy. I was always in my room and drawing. I cried myself to sleep almost every night because people just got meaner. And nobody could hear my cries since i was alone almost all the time. My dad and Jasmin were always on buisnes trips so i decided to move out. My dad bought me a house since he did own a smaller company. I moved in yesterday.

It was painfull. Not having anybody by my side. My life was nothing, heck, I was nothing without Jimin. I was having a lot of suicidal thoughts and i didn't talk to anybody about it. I always told my self it would get better but it never did. I just kept on pushing in to the darknes hoping to find a light. But i never did. I was lost in a world full of horible people and i felt so small and weak. The only person who gave me hope till now was gone and i didn't know if i'd se him ever again. But i just kept waiting for him to come back to me. But he never did.
He was gone.

...

I woke up at 6 am. The sunlight was shining into my room. I turned off my alarm and sat in bed for about five minutes. It was so quiet. It was just me and my thoughts who were bumping to the sides off my head.
'You're not gonna make any friends, i tell you.'
'Everybody is going to hate you. I see it.'
They were filling my head and when i finally had enough so i snaped out of it and went to the kitchen to make myself some breakfast. I played some music and danced to the beat. I was moving my hips while making pancakes. Music made me happy. Besides drawing it was my only escape.
When i was finished i took the pancakes and floped down on the sofa and watched my favourite TV show. I was a fast eater so i was done in five minutes. I cleaned the dishes and went to get ready.
My style is okay but i like to wear diferent style every day. I knew i would not impres anybody but i still tried to make my self a bit more beautiful than usual. I wore a cute outfit,

did some simple make up

and curled my hair a bit.

I packed my bag, took my keys, wallet and phone, looked myself in the miror for the last time and went out the door.
My school was not far away so i just walked. In ten minutes i was there. I stood there in front of the gates of the school, or as i call it living hell, while students were rushing past me inside. I took a deep breath and took a step foward. I was now standing on the school ground. I was nervous. Very nervous. But i just shook my head at my stupidity and went in.
When i was walking down the halways i heard some boys whistling and girls whispering. I was a really shy kid so i just speed walked to my asigned locker while blushing a bit.
I put the books i didn't need in the locker and headed to my first class. I looked inside and saw that everybody was already there. There was one empty desk next to a boy who was staring out off the window.
"Is this sit taken?"
i asked. He turned to look at me and shook his head. He then procided to look out off the window.
He was very cute and hot at the same time but semed to not hang out with a lot off people since he was so in his thoughts. I myself didn't like to talk to random people so i just left him alone.
We didn't do much in class. We entroduced ourselfs and i found out that the cute boys name was Kim Taehyung and he loved to sing and dance. That reminded me of Jimin as he liked to do those things too. I got sad again. I mised him. I wished he was here with me.

At lunch i went to the cafeteria, bought some food and went to the empty table almost at the back.
As i was eating i saw one shadow hovering above me. Somebody choughed and i looked up. Towering above me was a handsome boy. He was smiling down at me and then asked:
"Hi. I saw you from my table and just thought you looked a bit lonely. So i was wondering, would you mind if me and my friends would eat with you?"
He pointed to the table where two boys were waving at me.
I waved back, shook my head and answerd him:
"No, ofcourse not. Come sit down."
He smiled and mosioned his friends to come to us. He sat down and introduced himself while they were coming over:
"Im Jin by the way."
He ofered me his hand and i shook it.
"My name is Annie. Nice to meet you"
i replied back.
"And i am Hoseok but you can call me JHope or Hobi if you'd like"
said one of the boys, hapilly. I imideatly liked him. He semed to be really happy and it just lifted my mood. The other one sat down and gave me his hand to shake and i took it while he introduced himself:
"My name is Yoongi but you can cal me Suga."
He didn't seem so full of energy as Hoseok did but i didn't mind that.

We chated for a but and i got to know them better. They were really fun and they all loved to dance and sing and had a boy group caled BTS. I was wondering if Jimin would be in their group if he was here. He was really good at dancing and had an amazing voice.
Jin also said that they plan to come out whit their group and that i am the first one to know about this. This made me fell special and the first time in forever i felt hapines again. I reached the light that came after darknes. I made it.
Jin and Yoongi were two years older than me and Hoseok was one. So sadly i didn't have any classes with them but they said that we could hangout after school when they have free time. I was happy to hear that. It ment that i would not be so alone any more.
Jin told me that i could met the rest of the group but not right away since they were really buisy with practises and rehersing.

After lunch they walked me to my class and i saw Taehyung waving at them. I sat down next to him and asked:
"Do you know them?"
"Yeah, we are in a group together"
he replied.
"Oh, you mean BTS?"
i asked.
"Yeah..wait. How did you know that?"
He looked suprised.
"Oh, yea. We had lunch together and we got to know each other and they told me. I didn't know you were also in their group"
i replied.
"Yeah, i am. I am Taehyung but you already know that. You can call me V or TaeTae if you prefer"
he said with a smile.
"Well, i am Annie. It's nice to met you oficialy."

We talked for a bit and then the techer came inside so we stoped.
"Okay class. Since is the first day we are gonna take it slow and watch a movie. You can change your sits if you would like, but just for now"
said the teacher.
Everybody got excited and started moving around. Taehyung lifted his table a bit and moved it next to mine. He sat back down and started talking to me again, now wispering. We didn't even watch the movie, we just talked. And i liked it very much. It was a kind of a replacedment for Jimin. Ofcourse nobody can replace him, but it was almost like in the old times with him.

Afted the class was over i gave Taehyung my number and asked me if i would like to go for a drink tommorrow and i said yes. We said goodbye and i went home.
At home i didn't do much. I made myself something to eat and just watched some movies.
When it was about 7 pm i got a text message. I got really excited since i didn't get many of those. I checked my phone and it was Taehyung.
We texted back and forth a bit and then i went and took my draw diary and draw me and Taehyung in the class and Me, Jin, Hoseok and Yoongi at lunch. I then packed my bag, got ready for bed and went to sleep.
Again i dreamt of today.

It was amazing.