ask bendy (quest for the ink machine au) *season 3 (i guess?)*

i should've told you....

This isn't a chapter of the story.
This is something i have been hiding from you guys for a while now....

I never wanted to tell you all because i didn't want you all to worry for me. I didn't think i would have to tell you until today.....

Today at school, after my parents got into a argument and began telling me not to listen to the other about the fight. I was in the class.....with a pair of scissors near me. I picked them up and got......images of me stabbing myself......i felt like i wanted to stab myself.....i didn't because i didn't want to disappoint you all.....

Ever since my parents said they were thinking about getting a divorce, things have changed. My sister always says that she hates my dad and that she can't wait for the day when she can leave......My mom has been struggling to find a job that pays good money.......my dad hasn't had any problems but he does get mad sometimes that i get scared......i still love them and they only want what's best for me, My mom and dad told me themselves.

But now i'm scared.
I can't be.....myself around them anymore......
When i told my mom that i have a crush on emi, she nearly broke down in tears. She wasn't against it but She said she just wants me to be safe. I'm afraid to tell my dad, i'm afraid of how he'll react. I haven't told my sister because i'm scared she'll pick on me.....

Everyday i stay happy for you guys.
I smile for you guys.
I keep moving forward because of you guys.
I never want you guys to face what i face.....
I Don't want you to be worried about me......but i wrote this because of what nearly happened at school......

My parents love me. But will they accept the real me?

I'm scared now........but I'll stay strong.....

For you......