Sits alone. I can't pick up the phone.
Alcohol is my remedy.
Drink. Drink. And drink again.
Get rid of the memories to destroy the pain.
Drugs helping to escape reality.
A blade for the numbness inside.
Border lining feeling everything and feeling nothing. Can't decide which is worse.
Wants to end the pain.
Cant escape the darkness.
It's always around the bend.
Looks down from above. Do I jump or do I trust love?
There's no white dove in this endless war in my head.
I'm losing.
Soon I'll be dead.
By me
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Poems
PoetryJust poems. Those of my own or favourite poets. Maybe a twist in(of) both. Poems of my thoughts,emotions and feels. Poems on what might and what has happened. Not all of them are by me. All rights go to the poems from the poets who write them.
