"Let me out. Let me out of this shit hole. PLEASE....", I yelled out of frustration.
A nurse walking by my cell, noticed me. She looked at me with a why-don't-you-shut-the-hell-up face and went on to do her work on the other side of the psych ward.
The nurses here usually ignore all the patients in between their shifts (exactly)like ignoring the inmates while passing by, to attend other patients or do some paperwork.
I was waiting for Juliet to bring me my meds so that I'll have someone to talk to, a sane person, instead of trying to have some sort of social interactions with those tards which was, obviously, a total waste of time. Yeah, don't judge me. You sort of become desperate when a sane man is trapped in "cuckoo land".
Juliet was one of the nurses in the psych ward, along with 9 others. She was the only one who would talk to me like I was a real person and I really liked her for that. Talking with her was my only escape from all the insanity oozing around me.
She was on time as usual and I was dying to talk with her because I was frustrated and annoyed more than usual. My plans weren't going as expected per se and I did things which made me look a little, just a little trust me, more retarded than I normally am.
I was so excited when she came, I almost didn't give her time to fully enter my cell and made small talk with her for some time.By her shocked and confused expression, I realised what I did was babble shit and definitely not the small talk I thought I had. By the time I realised, it was too late and she left with an aghast expression almost like she had seen a donkey talk (totally no reference about the donkey in the movie shrek ;)
What in the world am I doing? Why can't I hold a normal conversation like a normal person?😞
I guess you can't really be sane in cuckoo land. Am I really becoming a tard after all this time trying so desperately to salvage my friggin sanity or whatever is left of it anyway?
MFW- All the tardness is finally getting to me
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