Sparia one-shots

Don't promise forever quite yet

Spencer was staring up at the ceiling in her barn conversion idly. Her eyes must have traced the surface a hundred times by now but she was willing to do anything to keep her mind from wandering to places she wasn't prepared for. It had always been there somewhere, hidden deep in her mind, buried behind books that she had read, schoolwork and files storing any details about A. somewhere deep behind that was a shorter brunette that was trying to break free from the confines of the many pages and forcing her way into the foremost of Spencer's mind. Every time the taller girl closed her eyes she was standing there smiling. Nothing could distract her now. 

As if on cue her phone rung out into the barn, ricocheting from the walls and forcing it's way into Spencer's ears. She winced and she reached over to the coffee table, trying desperately to keep her balance as she stretched. A small, tight-lipped smile appeared on her face as she saw the name that had lit up her phone screen. She pressed the answer button hurriedly, wanting to hear her voice.

"Hello?" Spencer smiled into the phone.

"Hey Spence, do you mind if I come over?" Aria practically yelped out.

"Of course you can. But why? Has something happened?" Asks Spencer, worry quickly bubbling up inside her as she hears a quiet sniffle from the other end of the phone.

"I'm five minutes away, I'll tell you when I get there." With that Aria ended the call. Spencer then sat up from her position on the couch and planted her feet on the floor firmly, wishing that Aria would arrive quicker to settle the anxiety in Spencer's chest. Her eyes followed the clock on the wall. Eyeing it up as if the make time move faster and the hands turn quicker. She got lost in the movement until she jumped when the door opened slowly and she heard it close again softly.

Spencer turned her head slowly and her heart skipped a beat as she saw the tears streaming down the shorter girl's cheeks along with half of her eye makeup. She rushed forwards and enveloped her into a bone crushing hug, hoping to squeeze away the pain. After what seemed like hours Aria pulled back out other grip so she could look up at Spencer with teary eyes.

"Ezra broke off our engagement" she whispered, lip trembling.

Spencer just grabbed the shorter girl's hand softly and pulled her towards the couch. They sat next to one another not letting go of one another's hand.

"It's my fault. I had a doctor's appointment and..." She paused to sob loudly "I can't have kids"
Aria then proceeded to bury her face in her hands as she continued breaking her heart on the couch. The angry inside of Spencer was rising up.

"He left you because you can't have kids? Is he for real? I'm going to kill him, he doesn't deserve you!" Spencer yelled out but never left Aria's side. "If you were my fiancé I wouldn't care if you could have kids or not, you would've enough, you are enough"

After finishing Spencer sucked in a breath after realising what she had said. Aria's gaze met hers and she watched as the corners of her mouth twitched upwards slightly. She loved seeing Spencer get so defensive over her. The worst part about Ezra breaking up with her wasn't that he left but the fact that she felt that she really was worthless but seeing Spencer rant made her feel special.

"I love you Spence, please don't leave me."

"Never" and with that Spencer looked down at the other girl's lips. She wants to taste her, she wants to love her, she wants her to be her's. With those thoughts she captured the plump lips in a soft kiss. In that moment the only thing that existed was each other. They pulled away and forced each other back into a hug.

"There is definitely no way that I am leaving you now" Spencer muttered and sighed happily as she felt aria sag against her front in relief.

They continued hugging until the smaller girl fell into a deep sleep resting on Spencer. She simply lay them down softly on the couch properly, whilst not letting her grip on the girl loosen. She then draped a blanket over the two of them before letting her breathing fall in time with Aria's. Aria never did leave after that.