Forever G.D

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I slowly open my eyes and look at my clock. "OH SHIT. GRAYSON GONNA KILL ME." I scream as I jump up. I run to the closest and grab a white crop to with some high waisted shorts. I put on my hair down and brush it. I run out the door.

I drive with tears I my eyes hoping that Grayson is still asleep. I run into his house and look at him sitting on his couch. "Where the fuck were you." Looks at me with rage in his eyes. "I.. I over slept. A- and I'm sorry." I say while hot tears running down my face. "What ever. Can you go fix me food?" He softly said. I ran into the kitchen. I go and fix bacon, eggs, biscuits, and pancakes.
As I'm fixing his plate. He comes right behind me. He puts his large hands around my waist. I felt warm soft kisses on my neck. "Grayson..." I whisper. "Do you want your food." I whisper louder as my breathing got uneasy. He turns me around and I wrap my hands around his neck. I look at his hazel eyes. Those eyes. The eyes that I fell in love with. I look at him and get on my tippy toes and kiss his lips. He smiled as he kisses back. I feel those fireworks that I have felt for the past 5 years. I really love this man. I love with my heart. I pull away from him. "Gray. I'm sorry for being so late. I didn't mean to miss your job interview. I'm so sorry baby." I say kissing his neck cause that's all I can reach standing flat footed. " it's okay silly. I will always forgive you babygirl." He smiled. " uh. Can I have my food I'm fucking starving." He looks at me putting his hand on his heart acting like he is dying. "Okay then Bailey." I say laughing
*after eating breakfast*
Me and Grayson are sitting on the couch he he lays his head on the my lap. I running my fingers through his hair. I play with his hair till he fell asleep. I watch like 5 or 6 movies and Grayson starts to wake up. I start rubbing and massaging his shoulders and back. He finally opens his eyes. He turns towards my stomach kisses my stomach. "Hey princess." He said tired. "Hey." I say softly. "Can I Don't feel so well. I'm going to go to bed. Night." Grayson says while getting up. "Night Grayson. I'm gonna clean up the house." I say loudly. I get up and scrub This house top to bottom. I go into Grayson's room. I look at him and he looks so pale, he has tears streaming down his face. I go and run into this his closest and grab some shorts and a t-shirt. I put my hair up and grab Grayson car keys. "Gray. Get up." I say while shaking him. He opens his eyes there bloodshot. "Come on I'm taking you to the emergency room." I look at him. "Yo- you don't h- have to."  He says looking at my eyes. "Baby. You don't look well. Let's go." I say looking at him.
We arrived at the ER.
I check him in and I call Ethan, Cameron, and his parents. Lisa and Sean will be here tomorrow morning. Cameron is at college so she told be to keep her updated, that she will be here ASAP. 
E is already here waiting beside me. Grayson has been in there for 4 hours and I'm so anxious. "Jas. You need to calm down." Ethan looks at me with worry I'm his eyes. 4 or 5 doctors come out of the Grayson's room. I shoot up and run to them.
" Grayson is my boyfriend." I yell.  "Grayson is my twin brother." E told the doctors. We are gonna have to tell the family first. "Okay..." I walk to the chair. I look over at E. All of the sudden I look at E as tears run down his face. My eyes widen as run to E. "What's wrong." I look at E. "It's about gray. They did some tests. He- he h- has a- a dangerous tumor on his heart. That's why he got sick all of a sudden. They don't know how it got there. But it's life threatening." E looked at me while tears running down his face. My knees can't no longer hold my weight. I dropped to the floor.
No. No. No. why him
"WHY HIM? WHY GRAYSON. WHY? WHY?" I scream. E drops to my level. I can't take this.
I can't breathe. I can't cope.
I'm can't stoop. This is to much. Why this couldn't this be me. This man is my world. Why would they do this to him.
I snapped into reality. E still holding me while I'm still sobbing uncontrollably. I finally find the strength to stand.
I look at all the doctors. "Take me to him please." I stare at them. One of the doctors starts walking and I follow him. We finally get to his room, I look at his door with instant regret. I open the door to reveal Grayson laying there lifeless. He looked in so much pain. He opens his eyes as I run to his bed. I hug him and cry on his chest. "I'm gonna be okay jasmine. I promise." He says with tears in his eyes. "We are gonna get through this together." I look at him. " I love you." He sat up. "I love you more." I hug him.

HEY GUYS. 💕 I think I'm going to delete slave. It's not a good book.
Peace!
Stay gay.
Stay beautiful.
Xoxo🌺⚡️