I love him
I love him a lot
And I've been doing this joke for the past month and the joke is some what true. I do want to have a feature with him I do want to maybe marry him. He's the person I go to when I'm upset
Hes literally my happiness and I don't know what I'd do with out him in my life. But we are only kids "I'll find someone new" is what I've been told
But what if I don't want to find someone new, my last relationship was terrible the guy didn't bother with me. He acted as if I wasn't a thing he then went and cheated on me, my first ever relationship and I got cheated on. Guys you don't understand what that makes a person think. "am I not good enough?" "what if that was my only shot at love" "what did I do wrong" "what did I do?" now the guy I'm with now is my third boyfriend the second relationship didn't really count because it was for a day. But this one is everything
I've never felt so complete till I met him
We can literally sit at the beach and just watch the waves in complete silence we can also talk for hours. He let's me ramble and I let him ramble. I let him ramble for a while because his voice is my favourite sound.
I don't want it to end
But I sometimes feel like what if he's not the one I don't want to be broken again because it took me a while to fix myself.
I doubt that though. He feels like the one
I love him
And Im scared of loosing him basically
YOU ARE READING
the one?
RandomI'm so sorry my books are just going to be about my problems because this is a place where non of my friends or family will not find this. I'm just venting.
