What about me ? /Dolan twins

She comes first

Sitting in my seat at math class I couldn't wipe Grayson off of my head he was stuck there .
I love him so much I bet she said yes already I mean who wouldn't look at him , they're probably kissing right now holding hands god I'm going insane that's it I have to confess to him I can't hold it anymore knowing that he's a class away from asking her out , I ran out the class onto the hallways looking for him but he's no way to be found and there was last place I had to check I walked inside the boys bathroom and there he was standing using his phone .
Grayson : wtf maya what are you doing in here .
maya : I have to tell you something.
Grayson: what is it ?
maya : sorry I can't hold it anymore I'm in love with you Grayson and no not the love you we say everyday no I love you as in will you go out with me .
he looked at me for a second and I regretted my whole life .
Grayson:s-sorry maya I don't feel the same way and I have a girlfriend now I'm really sorry bippo (his nickname to her ) .
He said as he hugged me .
Grayson: but don't think I don't love you I love the shit out of you ur my bff .
I took me everything inside of me to hold those tears back .
maya : it's okay gray I'm sorry I don't know what I was thinking.
Maya : so she said yes ?
Grayson: yes bro omg I'm the happiest person alive she's damn beautiful I wanna take her out buy her flowers and take her to restaurants and ughh 😍.
I was heartbroken but I was happy for him that's for sure .
Maya : happy for you .
Grayson: by the way we're going to the mall today me and Ethan and Jessica , and ur of course coming .
She's already invading our group .
Maya : umm I'll see.
Grayson: I already saw for you ur coming.
Maya : but I-
Grayson: no buts .
maya :ugh fine .
he hugged me and we walked out of there we saw Ethan on the hallway so we walked up to them .
Ethan: there you go I looked everywhere for you .
He said looking at me , I half smiled at him as an answer , and she walked up to us she wrapped her hands around Grayson's turso and he looked as if he's in heaven .
She had a coffee on her hands she tripped and seconds later my chest was burning and my shirt was soaking . I tried not to scream from the pain but it was hard .
Grayson: omg are you okay , here hold your hand .
I turned to give Grayson my hand ... but he wasn't looking at me he was talking to her 😔
Grayson: babe are okay does ur leg hurt, do u want me to call the nurse .
Jessica: my leg doesn't hurt that much but I wanna go home could you please help me babe .
He carried her bridle style and walked to the car without a word to me , he didn't even look back .
Ethan : are you okay here take off ur shirt I'll give you my hoodie .
Maya : no I only have a bra on .
Without any warning he carried me , and the walk to the car was like slo mo but my mind was somewhere else ...
Ethan : here let me help you .
He grabbed a scar cream from the nurse and cane back , I took off my shirt and my chest was red and it hurt he laid me down and applied cream to my burn as I quietly sobbed .
Ethan : I'm sorry .
I didn't answer I just thought about how did he not care about me on the floor next to him .
Ethan : maya are you okay .
Maya : no Ethan I'm not he walked away not caring about me .
Ethan : I'm sorry .
I just hugged him and cried to his chest .
Ethan drove to his apartment cuz he wanted me be under his sight he doesn't trust me with my self .
maya : I'm not crazy I won't kill my self .
I said for the hundred time .
Ethan : i don't want to hear it ur coming with me done .
😑
We walked in and they we're cuddling and watching a movie Grayson saw me .
Grayson : hey sorry maya I left Jessica needed to come home .
I half smiled .
Maya: Its okay .
Ethan carried me to his room .
Ethan : trolls it is .
He said .
I smiled at him this time from my heart I'm so thankful for having Ethan with me .
maya : trolls it is .
We cuddled as we watched the movie half way I needed to go to the bathroom I walked out and went to the bathroom I did what I had to do I went to the kitchen to grab a glass of water I got and was walking back to the room I hear coughing from the couch I turn around .
Jessica : babe I need water the chips is stuck on my throat.
Grayson: hang on babe I got you .
He was running to the kitchen we he saw me he stopped and snatched the glass from my hands and run back to the couch , I stood there shocked.
Jessica : thanks babe .
Grayson: anything for you princess.
Then he finally realizes my presence .
Grayson: sorry she really needed water bippo .
Maya : yeah umm I-it's fine .
I walked back to the room I don't even want water anymore.
Ethan : finally .
Maya : sorry just had to use the bathroom.
After I tried to enjoy the movie but my heart was crying .