"Why are you always so shy?"
"Are you shy?"
"What was that?"
"Just be social."
Just shut up!
Shut up!
Shut up!
Shut up!
I wasn't always like this.
I wasn't always a meek, defenseless girl.
I used to be one of the most social people there were.
I had many friends, which most were boys.
People change.
I turned out to be one of those people.
I'd rather not talk about it
But I'm sure you've changed too.
"She's so innocent."
"She would never hurt a fly."
"She's too nice to say no."
"She's fine with it."
No I'm not!
I've hurt many people more times than I can count.
I'm stronger than I look.
I'm not as weak as you say I am.
"Hey. You're hot. Wanna go out?"
"Can I have your number?"
"You're cute."
"Hey girl."
Just because I can't speak up for myself
Doesn't mean I can't defend myself.
Say what you want
But I'm no pushover.
"Can I copy you?"
"Can I see what you did?"
"Can you help me?"
"How do I do this?"
You know that?
Help yourself.
I'm tired of this bullshit.
I'm not someone you could just take advantage of.
Sure I may be timid
And become a nervous wreck
I can't help being so complient
And sometimes submissive
But remember this:
No matter what you say
And no matter what you do
I won't just simply do as you say
Because I'll show you that this girl
Can be much more than shy.
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Wasted Thoughtfulness
PoetryI will be posting poems on this book. It's not going to be like those typical poems that are lame and corny. And poems don't always rhyme people. God. Just search up some damn poems. You'll get what I mean. PLEASE READ: This book will contain some...
