Rewarded Struggle

Rewarded Struggle Chapter 1

Heyyy! I'm Noor. So this is my first story. And I'm tryin. I was inspired by many stories to write this and put like 10 and 10 together and bamm! I got this! I'm not sure it's gonna end up amazing but I'm trying. So lets see where I get!!!

"Mama?"

That voice. It brought back so much memories. So much pain I had to endure. So much trouble I went through to get here. So much happiness thinking about what can come. So much trouble it took to get my baby girl back, but I did. I did get her back and nothing will take her away anymore.

"Hey baby girl. You missed me. Cause I missed you so much more." I was already in tears the moment I placed my eyes on her and how much older she is. After waking up in the hospital from giving labor I only saw her twice before she was taken away from me because of a sickness she got with her lungs from being born early. After being treated I still wasn't able to see her because I had to go back to the orphanage and they wouldn't let me. And now I can see her after two and a half years.

"You know why I'm here? To get you back baby. I love you so much." I picked her up and hugged her to me inhaling her familiar scent and wet her clothe with my tears.

My daughter Anastasia is three years-old. I had her at only sixteen. Young? Yes. But everyone has a story.

That day still haunts even after two years. Everytime I close my eyes I see his face and still it hurts not physically, but mentally.

I came to get my Anastasia back because I don't have family and I didn't want her to grow up the way I did. With no family left. No love. Only lonelyness. Working hard to get the things to help you live. I became a orphan at thirteen, was in the system since then. My parents died in a car accident and my dad was the driver, but I never blamed it on him. I blamed it on the drunk driver driving that stupid car. It sends a jolt of emotional sadness and despair because my bestfriend, Ana, the only one ever there for me, the one who would talk to me about hot guys and what underwear was sexier, and the one who jammed with me on Taylor Swifts latest songs, was part accident and didn't make it either. I was the only surviver. I still go through an emotional breakdown remembering her and my past. Cause that's all it'll ever be, my past. My past, cause my future is for my daughter, the only one that kept me going this whole time. I begged Ana's parents to take me in and not let me go to an orphanage cause they were like second parents to me, but they hated me because of what happened to their daughter. I didn't know why and I didn't want to.

That's how I got here. To the orpahange. I mean can anyone tell me that they may expect to end up in the orphanage. Cause I sure as hell didn't expect myself to end up here. Anastasia came to the orphanage because I couldn't take care of her and they divided the children by age, so I couldn't see her. I wanted to give her a good life unlike mine, so I decided to start working harder then I have. I got double the money I needed so I can adopt Anastasia. And finally after all my work which I started even before I was pregnant, is done. Living on my own seems like a piece of cake now. I just hope everything falls in place the way I want it to.

Until I get that one call that destroys my whole plan.

Well thts it....For now I hope. I'll only complete going with this if I actually make mor progress. Lets hope I do. So VOTE VOTE VOTE AND COMMENT!!!!!! Ohhhh people!!!! Hope for this dumb desperate person. Thx to whomever gives me a shit and votes or comments!!!!!