Lost Love

Beginning

Asia's POV

It was 5am in the morning and I was awaken by my alarm clock that signals it's time for me to get up and get dressed. I forced myself to get out of bed. And went to take a 20 minute shower. When I got out I looked at myself in the mirror and tears came running down my face. I couldn't help but think about my past.

See when I was 5 years old my mom and dad were killed in front of me so I had to live with my grandmother. I got pregnant at age 15 and my grandmother died when my baby, Prince, was 5 months old. So I was all to myself. Oh and let me tell you about my baby daddy, Quatavious.

*Flash back*

So I went to tell him that I was pregnant and I walk in the house and see some hoe with him all on him kissing him and shit.

"What the fuck is this?" I said as I pulled the hoe off of him.

"Asia baby it's not what it looks like" He said as he tried to hug me.

"What the fuck you mean it's not what it look like? So I just ain't see no hoe all in your lap grinding on you kissing?" I saw out the side of my eye that hoe was running toward me so I punched her and when she felt to the ground I grabbed her by her hair and said "Bitch what the hell you thought you was about to do". She look at Quatavious

"So you not gonna help me". she said and I laughed

"Bitch you thought he liked you. You thought he loved you or something....you really crazy hoe. All he wanted was some head and pussy girl"

I looked at him "I came here to tell you I'm pregnant but you already got a hoe and I don't want you in my life or my baby life". As I walked out the house I heard him say

"Bitch I ain't want you no way and I definitely ain't want nothing to do with no damn baby". But I just kept walking. So now I was along with a baby on the way with no help at all.

*flashback over*

So I wiped my face and brushed my teeth and lotioned my body and went in my closet and put on my skinny jeans and my Red shirt that says "OBEY" in bold black and put on my red Jordan's and put some jewelry and looked in the mirror. I looked good as always. Then I went to Prince room. Prince is now 2 years old and I am 17. I'm in 12th grade. Prince looks just like his daddy. Brown skinned and handsome. But I hope he don't end up like him. So I woke Prince up and put in the tub and cleaned him then I put him on his Red polo shirt and jeans and red Jordan's. When I got finished dressing Prince I fed him and got his stuff so he can go to DayCare

When I was finished getting his stuff together we went to the car and I put him in his car seat and we drove off to his Daycare.

"Ok. Prince I'll see you later baby. Mommy loves you."

"Love you too mommy Bye." and with that he ran off to start playing. So I signed him in and left so I can go to school.

When I got there I parked the car and got out and walked in and I heard boys with their comments like " Damn shawty bad"

"Aye ma come here give Daddy a kiss"

It was all a normal thing to me. I was a light skin girl with hair that went to my waist and yes It is my hair. And I had the right body I was thick in all the right places. I had a big ass and big titties. But I ain't got no stomach I'm flat. I never trusted a boy after what Quatavious did to me. That hurt any chance a boy can have with me. I never date I just stay to myself. No boy can touch me. No one at all.

As I walk down the hall I get some bad stares from girls that don't like me just because of my body and how I look. I finally got to my locker and got my stuff out.

"Hey Asia"  I turned around to see Kevin

"What do you want Kevin?" I asked and turned back around to my locker.

"I wanna take you on a date baby. And maybe later go back to my place."

"Boy bye. All you want is pussy. Go get some from these hoes walking around here. But I ain't no hoe and you ain't getting none of this so you just as well to keep walking."

"Damn baby. Why you always gotta be mean to me?"

" I'm not your baby so you can stop calling me that. And Kevin when will your realize that I don't like you. So please leave  me alone." I said closing my locker making sure it was locked and I walked away to my class.

I know this might not be the best book that yall read but I just got on Wattpad and I'm trying to right my own book so stick with me and tell me what I should do.