Appreciation

IV - Them

As we part our ways , my tears started to roll down to my face like a water falls , my tears won't stop even if I wanted to.
After hearing the news that comes from the person that I least expected to, My mind became blank.

If others were to look at me right now they might just think that I'm just a pathetic student who failed in another exam, or been dumped by a girl who I've been courting for years yet got rejected after all the hardwork. With all the snots that are coming from my nose , the eyeliner that has long gone from all the non stop tears.

How I wish , I am just what they are thinking but I am not. The looks that I am getting from the people doesn't mind me at all where in the first place I'm a person who doesn't like being stared for too long because of the judgement that I will be getting, but it's different now I am hurting inside because my long time crush and love are now together with the person who are also so dear to me.

Home, I just pass by my parents even though they are calling me and trying to question what's wrong with me but I just simply say bad day.
I don't want them to know , but I also want them to comfort me without telling the story to them.

Now that I'm in my room , I started to think both of them of how they are perfectly for each other.

My cousin does have it all, and Jungkook his perfect in anything.
While me I am beyond average , maybe that's why he doesn't even notice me.