unfinished poems

/ hurt :( /

who hurt you so much that you started to hurt yourself?
don't you hate that moment when you realise you are the only one that put effort?
mixed signals that so annoying,
i can only hide my tears,
but the pain my heart is still same,
its sad to hurt so often,
and you can only say..

"its okay i'm used to it"

"i'm fine"
{i'm dying inside, you wouldn't care if i told you}