sʇɥƃᴉu ssǝlʇsǝɹ

sorry

i miss you
the night
i had a panic attack
you comforted me
with your words

you said the sky is changing
and it's beautiful
pink
to
purple
to
blue

then i asked you
how you felt about us
even though you led me on
you got mad at me

then you were a ghost
leaving me
to myself and my thoughts
at 1 am

to think about what a shame i am
to ruin a friendship
that was online

i never met
and we never will
but you still touched me
and that's what kills
me the most

to: my ghost
from: ms. lonely