Broken Queen

Chapter 2-the past (part 2)

three months later

Ever since that day I shuted myself from everyone and everything.

I spent my days in my room, at the begging I cried myself to sleep every night remembering that day, but after couple of months I didn't have any tears to waste anymore.

All I do is eat and sleep and mostly shutting everybody out.

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Today I woke up with a bad feeling in my stomach. Maybe because I didn't eat that much in this three months, but I just had a felling something bad will happend.

"Sweetheart, are you okay? can I come in?" my mother asked from the other side of the doors.

"Yeah, you can come in..." I said with my dry throat.
She came in with a breakfast plate and a pity smile on her face,something that I am used to be given by now.

"Here I made you breakfast... I mean the maids made you break fast. Hahah can you e-eve..." she started nervously rambling.
"Thank you, momma you can put in on the table."
She went and put it one the table and then came to sit with me on the bed.

"Soo... How are you??" she asked already knowing the answer.
"Okay." I said starring my hands.

"Sweetheart, listen I know you maybe won't be listening to me, but you can't stay locked up here in this room. Everybody misses you and dad the most you know him, if he comes here and sees you like this it will crush him... again."she said taking my hand in hers. And me remembering the last time my dad was here and both of us having breakdowns.

Ever since I was a kid my dad cared the most about me, of course he still loves my brother and sister, but I was always the fragile one. So he cared about me the most, about me never getting hurt.

"Listen, today we will have our old mother-daughter time, okay? I heard that there's a new spider-man movie and that little boy is acting in it." she said "offending" the love of my life.

"Okay, I will." I said with a little enthusiasm.
"U-um wh-what??" she asked suppressed.
"I said O K...." I started sppeling her, but she cut me of.
"Hey, young lady I may be old, but this ears are still functional. You can spell to your grams, but not to me sweetie." she said jokingly, but I only smiled from the outside, because she is at least trying.

"Okay, well I will go tell dad that we are going out and I will call Alfred to pick us up. And you by then get ready, okay??"
"Okay, momma."
"I love you sweetheart, don't you ever forget that." she said kissing my temple and then going out of the room.

I got up from the bed and went to take a shower. When I entered the bathroom I looked at myself in the mirror. All I saw was a girl with messy bed hair, pale face and red bloodshot eyes.
I looked like a stranger to myself.
"Well.... let's get this over with." I whispered to myself.

After taking a shower I went to dress up. I wore nothing special just grey sweatpants and a simple black shirt. Going back to the bathroom I putted a little bit of make up, just not to look like a zombie.

I walked down the stairs staring at my phone looking at the love of my life.
"HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY !!!!" I looked from my phone and saw my whole family there. Oh, yeah my birthdays today.
Alexander or as I call him Al was first to give me a bone chrasing hug.
"Happy birthday, I can't believe you are 20, oldie" he said still hugging me to death.
"Shut up, you're going to be 20 tomorrow. " I said hardly speaking from the hug he gave me. Well, you see even if me and my brother are twins, I was born at 23:47 and he was born at 00:03 so his birthday is right after mine.